everything will be okay

I think God is really fair.

You always get ups and downs.
Whenever you're down, just remember you just had your up, and you're bound to go up again soon. Don't give up.
& of course, I have to remind myself, whenever I'm at a up, I'm bound to fall down, so treasure what I have and don't blame anyone for me falling down. It was my choices and my decisions. No one else could have ultimately made me do what I didn't intend to do. Enjoy the up, and wait through the down. It's gonna be fine.

Jst remember. Tomorrow's another day. This is bound to pass and you will live it up again. This is life.

Nice day today .

liked today. I wook up at like ten thirty. Already thirty minutes late to meet up with Nikki and Sarah. I called Sarah too, and apparently, she wook up late too. So, she came and picked me up and we got to the DB library around eleven. Nikki was there reading a book by herself for like an hour :( Sorry, Nikki ! <3 Anyway, afterwards, after we finished ( or closed to finishing) the spanish story thing, we walked to Jade Garden for some genuine chinese food. The portions were so big and we regretted not sharing. Lollicup, which was next door, afterwards ! There was a cute guy there. Actually, two . One that was originally there and one that walked in to buy boba. I got warm boba for $1.50 and I spilled some on myself -____-x So smart, right? Yeah, I know. I called Jessica like a billion times, but she was in the shower so she didn't get the calls. Then, I called her home phone and her dad picked up. We had a nice conversation making fun of Jesssica because she takes the longest showers in the world. So, Sarah's dad came to pick us up and he kindly dropped me off at Jesssica's house. We just hung around for a bit, while I waited for her to dry her hair/ put on makeup/ get dressed. I was on the computer and stuff. So, around sixish , we got to Puente cuhs we were gonna watch a movie with Alex Chi and Tony. We shopped around for a bit. Forever 21, Chloe's, that little korean makeup store outside of Burlington's Coat Factory. I got my secret santa stuff for PC :) Yeah , and Jessica got her new contacts. Win-win situation ! LOL . So then, we got to the Food Court and Jessica got a cup of Iced Coffee and fries. We waited for Alex and them, and I went to the bathroom and found Alyse. It was pretty surprising to find her and Ben there. And then, she went over to us and we chatted for a bit. Then, we went downstairs and found AlexChi, AlexHu, and Frank. Apparently, they didn't wanna watch the movies and Tony Wong couldn't come, so at the end, we decided to have a cooking competition at Chi's house. We went to 99Ranch to mai cai, and like, we changed our minds and wanted KFC at Jessica's instead. We got to Jessica's house and they wanted new movies, so Jessica, her mom, dad, Eric, and Alex Chi went to go Blockbuster's, while me, AlexHu, and Frank stayed home. They were cooking cabbage while I was on Facebook. Frank was disappointed cuhs when he searched for Frank Peng on facebook, he found some pretty disappointing guys. He announced that he was gonna change his name. LMAO. Anyways, we cut cake for Eric and sang happy birthday to him. Then, Chi made tang yuan and it tasted weird cuhs they mixed it with coke. Lol, it was all Hu's fault. He said that last time he tried it, it was really good. LOL, but eventually, it seemed like Chi got pretty into it. He refilled his cup like a couple of times? Idk, maybe two. LOL. So like, we watched Funny People and it was okay cuhs I already waatched it. Chi的笑點超低的. apparently, 什麽都很好笑. LOL. Yeah, I had fun today, and eventually, Frank took me, AlexHu and AlexChi home. I hope Hu and Frank didn't get in trouble for going home late. LOL. And overall, it was nice meeting them. Finally, I know who Jessica's talking about now :)

When i really should be doing euro....

So, school is catching up to me now. It's been pretty hectic. Life's been good, lately :) I think I'm really becoming behind, like on my classes and everything. Idk, it just feels this way. I feel so stupid now, cuhs there's always someone faaar smarter than me. Bleeeh, whatevers, LOL .
Yeah, Holly just told me to compliment her on this blog, but I'm not gonna :P Teehee, love you <3
So I'm looking forward to wednesday, cuhs there's no school ! :) Yay, Michelle ! What are we gonna do that day ? D; Ice skating , for sure, and after ? Lol . Dude, I PMSed so bad for like the last two weeks, so I'm sorry guys, if I said anything retarded :( Ehhh, there's not really anything to write about. Oh! I'm gonna make a tumblr , since everyone is telling me to :) So yeahh. Holly Dong, catch up day ):< Yeah ? :) Okay, I'm gonna go back to homework now -______-x

A melody is like seeing someone for the first time. The physical attraction. But then, as you get to know the person, that's the lyrics. Their story. Who they are underneath. It's the combination of the two that makes it magical.

TRICKOTREEEAT ?

I am going to blog today, because I haven't in forever. I always tell myself that I'm going to blog soon, but I never get to. So sophomore year is pretty busy, and I never get enough time to do what I want to do. And like, it's not gonna get better next year , so I think my new years resolution is gonna be something along the lines of that.
So when I started to write this blog, I was wondering if I should do a summary of what I've been doing since the last time I blogged. It's been too long, and it would take too long, but I think I'll still do it. So yesterday was halloween . Definitely one of the funnest halloweens I've had in a long time. I'm not a really big halloween person, I mean last year, I didn't even go out. But this year was fun. So Nicole came over in the morning, and we ended up going to Brandon's a little before four. We were the first ones there, and I was screwing him over in Dota, cuhs I kept on clicking on random things on the screen (: Haha, so he gave up and quit the game. And then Jack came and the rest of the group came. Marcus got his license on friday! What a lucky butt :) We walked over the Joann's to get the materials for the guys' halloween costume. They just bought a long piece of white cloth. LOL. Then we walked to Han Nan Market next to it, cuhs Brandon wanted something to drink. So me, Nicole, and Lawrence went with him. He got a milk tea, and Lawrence got a Thai milk tea. We kept on drinking Brandon's so it went away really fast :) Then Vincent and them came over, and Emileen went crazy over the Hello Kitty store (: Afterwards, we walked back to Brandon's house and started on the costumes. I was jst sitting there and drinking and occasionally helping Brandon. Emileen was making kitty ears for Marcus the whole time. It was so cute :) Then, Michelle came, and they finished. We moved over to the living room , and Jared started playing Love Story and You Belong with Me on the piano , OMFG (:<3 I looove those songs. And we played Jenga, and I lost -__-x LOL. I realized that I still didn't do my dare (; LOL. We just messed around for the most part, and then Brandon ordered pizzaa . We were gonna go to Chipotle, but that was replaced by pizzza . Lol. Before the pizza came, Jared and JJ went out to dingdongditch alll the houses on Brandon's block . LMAO, and then we were eating pizza while watching the blank screen on Brandon's tv :) Afterwards, we went out to Trick-o-Treat. Omfg, I think that part totoally made my month . Them being retarded and charging toward little kids in their amoeba sheets. Hahaha, and then at the end, when we got down to the Lemon and Golden Springs intersection, Jack, Calvin, Vincent, and Jared dancing int he middle of the road and running to the other side before the light turns red . Omfg <3 Jack's channelle turns, and Vincent's pole dancing, and then, jack's attempted thriller at the interesection in front of brandon's house . They are seirously so hilarious . We were so tired at the end when we went back to Brandon's house. I ended up crashing on the couch, and then everyone has to come over and ruin my silence and the darkness :( We just basically chilled for the rest of the night. We played a failed game of spin the bottle, andd michelle put me on her shoulders. I was so scared. Lawrence took so many pictures that my AND emileen's camera ran out of batteries . Overall, it was a goood good day :)

There's so much that has happened that there's no way that I'm gonna put it all in here. I've been good, and I like it right now. And I hope it just gets better and better .

You bite your lip; You keep pretending that you're made of stone. You never let it show, but darling, everybody knows.

greeekk .

AIIIIGHT . DB FORUM TOMORROWW ! who's ready ? :)

I've been doing good. Well, everything applies to that except for the grades department? I have two B's, which isn't neccesarily bad compared to other people, but it's bad enough for my parents. I'm pretty sure I can raise English to an A cuhs I only have a B+, but I'm not so sure about math . Well, I guess I just gotta work extra hard then. Mmm, Nicole just asked me to go to Knott's Scary Farm. Are we still on? Cuhs' I just told her I'm going with other people :) I'm tired. I've been watching Greek like crazy lately. "It's like me with the old 90210." Well put, Holly Dong :) I think it's bad for me though, cuhs it's not summer and I DO put off school work to watch it. But I'm only watching it cuhs I hate waiting for Glee to come out every wednesday. Hehe. I love Glee :)

School tomorrow ! I hope everyone had fun at HC. It seriously looked so fun :) I kinda wished I had went now ;( I still have tons of homework left to do. db forum = no classes tomorrow ! <3 yayyy . I'm tired. I'm gonna head in pretty early today. Right after I finish all the Euro homework :) Adios, Amigos .

sherwood; song in my head.

Oh I don't believe it,
That I could be so deceiving,
Bringing you down to feel this
Lack of loyalty .
♥
Dang, I haven't heard that song in such a time. I remember it used to be on William's myspace.

So I haven't blog in a long time, and that's an understatement cuhs I blog so much, right ? :) My dog is barking at me, because I put her on the couch so she wouldn't go bother my brothers. They're sick, and so is my mom. Isn't that great? The whole house is sick except for me. What a great immune system I have (: All those years of medication did it's part, I guess. Lol. I just watched He's Not That Into You. Oh dang, that was a good movie. Freaking cute as heck :) So I've been good for those of you who I haven't been talking to since the summer. School is doing its toll, but I've been managing to sleep before twelve. And for someone who's in DBHS AP Euro, that's pretty good. The Walnut kids have it so easy. Compared to us, they practically get no homework at all :) I laugh at the people who sleep at like three though. :) I've learned to manage better since last year. I remember I would pull allnighters just to finish homework cuhs I procrastinated so bad and started at like midnight. Yeah, those were the days (; Jk . So today, I ate Chilli's :) Yumm. I had a half rack and fries. That was my lunch, breakfast, and dinner. Mmm, I just realized that I worded it weird. Most people would say break, lunch, and dinner, in the whole chronological order and stuff, but I said lunch, breakfast, and dinner :P Lol, yeah, I notice the weirdest things. Time passses by so fast. It's already almost six weeks, and progress reports are gonna come. Oh crap O_x. I think I only have to worry about math this year . Yay (: Oh, maybe english too O__X I totally didn't know how important summer work was, and how much it take part in the first semester grades. But it's okay, I don't think I did that bad.

The school's in a rage about homecoming right now. Everyone's on the hype about who they're asking or who's getting asked and who's going. I'm so happy for Megan Thai (: I know how much it meant to her. Well, I'm happy for everyone else too, it's just that I felt a personal tug there when Jefferson asked her (; Like I was telling Brian, it's so weird that like freshman year, we didn't care that much, and it's just like this year, everyone's so excited to go. Even lots of freshmen are going, and I rememeber last year, I don't think I knew anyone that went who were freshmen. I don't think it's so much the grade level thing. Like we're sophomores now and we feel like we have to go. I think it's more like a year thing. Like I'm pretty sure ticket sales are way up this year than last year. Maybe the fair's most intersting than K-1 (; Today, I was supposed to go to Pantera to help Jack. He's gonna ask Aimee. Well, he did already at like 7ish ? maybe ? Idk, I forgot the time. I didn't go, cuhs I couldn't bother my brother again to tell him to drive me there. First, he's really really sick. He has one of those coughs that it's like you flinch when you hear it. And then, he also has time difference cuhs he just came back from Hong Kong. He would be so drowsy if he takes me. I don't wanna risk getting into an accident. But, anyway, I heard it was really cute. He spelled out HC in lit candles on the ground, and he had balloons that spelled out Aimee's name ? Something like that :) I'm happy for Aimee and Jack.

He's Not That Into You is unbelievable. That is officially my favorite movie, for now that is. Idk, it might change after I watch The Time Traveler's Wife :) But yeah, it's so ... interesting. The concept. Like, it's kinda like The Ugly Truth. Cuhs, everything in it is so sterotypical. I guess, I shouldn't say sterotypical. More like gender-typical. And everything's right. Like pinpoint right. It's amazing. I think it's really cool how someone finally put all the social cliches and stuff in a movie. When I was watching it, I was like Oh, he's gonna fall for her. Or Oh, she's not gonna take this anymore and she's gonna get divorce. I think it's soo cute how Alex ended up falling for Gigi. It's so cliche that it's cute :)

I'm sure there's more I wanna say, but I can't think of anything right now. I guess I'll think of it later and then just write a new one.

In the end, I just wanna say, be strong. We're here for you even if you need help in the slightest of ways. It's not pity or that kind of bullcrap, it's cuhs we care and we love you. We prayed for you on friday night, and hope God can give you the strength for you to be strong for you and your family. It must be hard, losing two family members to the same disease. Hard especially for your grandma. Anyways, I just wanna say, we all sincerely are going to be here for you. And honestly, that goes for everyone who has lost a loved one this past week. It's been lots of turmoil, I know.

Everything's changed.

I haven't posted in more than two weeks. I think that's a record for me :) So, we have a three-day weekend right now. Saturday: Harkins with Jessica, Aimee, Nicole, and Christine. We watched The Final Destination in 3D and 500 Days of Summer. Finallly. I've wanted to watch that movie since like, forever. It's soo cute. I never knew Ikea was such a romantic place :) "I Love Us" The Time Traveler's Wife. Someone come and watch it with me :( Me and Jessica both cried during the trailer. Oh gosh, can you imagine when we actually watch it ? Lol. And then, today, I went to Ontario Mills with my mom, my aunt, and my brother. I wanted to buy new sandals ! But I didn't find anything I liked :( That sucks. I'll have to look some other time. Today was also ISA. For the lucky people who got to go :( It's okay, there's always next year, right ? :( Tomorrrrrow, Idk what I'm gonna do. I think I'm gonna stay home, and actually work on the tons of homework my teachers gave me. Just because this weekeend had one more day in it. I need to cut my nails, that's what I just notice. Holly, I like the chips that I ate at your house :) Small group ktv nightt ! I wanna :) We totally should. I'm tired. I've been prettty non-outgoing lately. Like, I'm in a drought or something. Not that I'm missing water in my life, but like dry and crap. Mmm, whatever. I miss Amy Chen. I miss how things used to be :( I want them to go back, to how it was exactly. Fml . There's so much left to say, and I know I'm not gonna say it on here. So that's it for now ?

Seriously, can you not ?

We worry about you. We don't want you to die. Stop doing that stuff. Even a five year old would know that that's not good for you. Are you dumber than a five year old? Seriously, please? It gets you effed up. I don't want you to get effed up :(

First day of school. Yay for minimum days. I really should be finishing up my APEH homework right now, but I'm not. Rofl. So Spanish this morning with Nikki. I only have Nikki in that class D: Second period was APEH. There's actually a lot of people in that class. Well, there's a lot of people in all of my classes. Lol. Aimee Cha's in that class with me. Yay :) So then, third period was math. I'm looking forward to Brose, but his class seeems kinda scary. Well, at least he makes it sound kinda scary. Rally after third, so it was rally A. This rally really sucked :( Hope they'll get better? You bet. Those beatbox CD mixing people. Oh! There's this black guy who was rapping today, and he didn't sound so good. It reminded me of Brian Dzou and like the rest of the church who are in the rapping contest thingy. But I thin RHCCC is even better than that guy :) It's funny how me and Jessica sat in the same row, pretty close to each other, and didn't see each other. ROFL. We both sat in the third row. Well, I sat with Megan. She sat with... someone. I forgot who it was. So, after the rally, me and Megan walked to PC. On the way there, we met up with Angela, and we walked in. I'm really looking forward to that class :) I know already that it's gonna be so fun. Fifth was dance. I walked with Megan in the direction of the gym, and when I got to the dance room, I ditched her and left with Rachel (; Haha, I can already tell that me and Rachel are gonna have loads of fun in that class. Just because of that huge floor to ceiling mirror :D We didn't do much in that class today. Well, in any class, really. It was just like introductory kinda thing. After that, I went to English. Mr. Lu was subbing x) And we were asking him when he was gonna marry Ms. Liao :D Lol. We went over the syllabus today. And, tomorrrow's a full day ! Kinda excited :) Hope you feel better, bee eff eff :)

Wonderwall at Sea World.

Monday & Tuesday- San Diego .
Wednesday - Disneyland .

Okay, so on Monday morning, I woke up at like 12ish. Then I packed and stuff. Me and Donald were watching Tv and going on the computer until like two thirty when Holman came to pick us up. I was in the car with Holman, Helen, and Christy. Donald was in the van. On the whole ride, we were just listening to music, played like two rounds of cards, and watched the houses outside of the windows :) They got a GPS last sunday, so I guessed they tried it out. We got to the hotel around 4ish ? It was a pretty crappy hotel O_x But whatevers, it was fun though. After we checked in and dropped our stuff in the rooms, we headed out to Mission Beach. I had my freaking period, so I didn't get to really get in the water. Me and Holman were standing on the edge and stuff. But this big ass wave came, and I got wet :( So after like an hour or so of the waves, me and Holman were wondering what we were gonna go eat for dinner. By that time, I don't even know where Grandma and Uncle and them went. It was only Gu Jie watching us. We were talking about dinner, and we were using the GPS to figure out where to eat :) Christy got water in her hard contacts, so she left the water to wash it out. Me and Holman decided to walk around, and we like walked around the whole beachwalk thing. And then, we ended up eating at the pizza place. New York styled pizzas, man (: Afterwards, we were going for another walk at the beach. Christy found a license on a ground. We picked it up, and it was a chick called Kristin who lived in Sunnyvale, CA. That's pretty cool, btw :) We turned it in to the Security Office at the beachwalk grounds. I felt like we did something good. I hope she got it back :) After that, we wwent back to the hotel. So, there's this dark corridor that we have to cross before we get to our rooms. Helen decided to be retarded and hide behind this soda machine. When I walked past, she jumped out and scared me like crazy. Thanks O_x We got to our rooms, showered, brushed our teeth, and watched a little tv. Waited for our hair to dry and slept. In the morning, we went to Denny's to get breakfast. Me and Helen shared a grandslam. Then, we drove to Seaworld. We watched the first Shamu show, then we went to all these other places. I forgot the order we went though. There was Journey to Atlantis, and we rode on that for like three times. We went to all the aqariums and stuff. We watched the dolphin show too, and by mid-afternoon, we were so tired. We were about to die. We passed by the place where they have the funhouse thing. Omg, I wanted to go on it, but Holman said there was an age limit or something ;( What a party pooper. Around six thirtyish, we sat down next to Journey to Atlantis, and Helen, Holman, Christy, and Ronald wanted to go one more time. Me and Donald were too tired already. When they went, Gujie told us to get a funnel cake. We then walked across the whole theme park to get her the funnel cake. She never had one :) At the end, we ended eating half of it, and they came back . Then, Ronald scarved down the whole thing. Haha. Uncle was outside, waiting for us to get in the van and drive back . We went back to the hotel, checked out, got the other car, and picked up YiSum and Grandma and them around the corner. We ended up having Chipotle for dinner :) I had half of a chicken bowl. My brother had the other half and another half of a burrito O_x what a faattie :) We then started the drive home and we got home around tenish. I went on the computer, did some of the Julius Caesar questions, and it was like already one. I went upstairs, showered, blowdried my hair, and then went to sleep. The next day, Helen woke me up around nine thirty. I got up and got ready, then they came. We arrived at disneyland around ten thirty. We were gonna go to both parks, but Helen and Holman didn't have an annual pass. So Donald and Ronald ended up going to CA Adventures first, then Disneyland. Me, Helen, Holman, and Christy went to Disneyland. First stop? Space Mountain :) We got a fast pass for it, and still went on the ride anyway. Then, Star Tours, and Big Thunder Railroad. We got to Toontown to eat lunch. Donald and Ronald came too. Everybody had pizza except for me and Helen. We had Hotdogs. After, we went to Matterhorn , but the line was frrreaking long. We ended up getting fast passes for Indiana Jones. Then, we went to DT Disney on the Monorail. Came back, and went on Buzz Lightyear and Space Mountain. We decided to wait on Matterhorn. Then, we went to Indiana Jones. Then, dinner at Pizza Port. We all ate so much :) I love their Fusilli pasta, no joke. ♥ So we were gonna go to Fantasmic, but just decided to go to the fireworks at 9:25. Then, fantasmic at 10:30. Half way through the fireworks, Donald told me that he lost his phone. After the fireworks, we spent all our time on this wild goose chase, trying to find it. We finally gave up and went to Matterhorn again. We got to go on two times in a row, because the guy in front us took too long to unbuckle his seatbelt, so he basically jammed up the line. So, we went off to the side, and went a second time. The first time, the two tracks actually went at the same time, so we met up with the other side. It was pretty cool . Holman flicked them off O_x We then went to Autopia. Oh, we missed the 10:30 show, btw. Cuhs we were on Matterhorn. So, we were gonna go to the 11:30 one. Anyway, half way through the line, the guy who took Donald's phone called back and was like," Hey, come pick up the phone." So we left the line at Autopia and just basically went around the attractions asking. We didn't find it in the end. We went to the Rivers of America, and saw Fantasmic :) We left after the show, cuhsd it was already like almost twelve. Uncle and Gujie have been waiting for us since like nine thirty. Hahah. So we left the park to go to the Lost and Found and filled up a claim. Then, we went home. I was so tired after I came home. We went to two theme parks in two days, and walked like around 30 miles in two days. Freaking A :) So then, I got a phone call in the morning. It was a weird number, and I was gonna forward it, thinking it was commercial. But I decided to pick up anyway. It was the Disneyland people. They found Donald's phone and are gonna mail it home. What a lucky boy, right ? :) Today, I woke up at four, and did nothing. :) A full day of rest. Tomorrow is church bbq and sleep over ! I don't think I'm gonna go to the sleepover though. But yeah :)


Today, a guy at the store where I work asked me out. I said no. He asked me out again. I said no. The third time he asked me out I turned around, pointed my pen at him, and said, "Petrificus Totalus!" He fell to the ground as if he were petrified. We're going out tomorrow. MLIA.

Family ♥

I have a blog that I still yet have to post. I guess I'll finally finish it when it gets worse.
I changed the playlist bear thingy :) I know, finally updated it, right? I was gonna put more songs, but they weren't mp3s so they wouldn't load onto the mp3 playlist bear thingy. :P
Family. For the past two days, I've been going to my uncle's house. On Friday, I hung out with them, caught up with their lives. Idk. It's not like I don't ever see them. It's just like when we DO see each other, we never have enough time to catch up. It's always me and Helen. I never get to talk to Christy and know what's going on in HER life. But anyways, yeah, we did that. I feel like they're so grown up, and I'm getting so old. Esp. whenever we're at the dinner table and my uncle's talking about college and stuff. For the past two days, from 4-8, it's been swimming, shower, dinnner, walk in their gigantic backyard O_x, then basketball. Me and Ronald, Donald and Christy. We always lost, but only by a litttle bit. That's not that point. I've never played basketball like I have in the past two days. You guys know me. I don't DO sports. Or anything that involves running or sweating or whatever. But idk. When I'm with them, it's so fun. It might sound a little weird, this post. Because honestly, if you're not me, you won't get how the past two days have been for me. Just amazing. It's a feeling you don't get from spending time with other people. 充實. 爽啊. It's not that I don't love spending time with my friends. It's just that I've realized, family DOES come first. You know? Idk.
On the other hand, I've got tons of summer homework I haven't done. Good job for procrastinating all summer, right? I'll get some done tonight :P

I'm not that hard of a girl to figure out.
If I'm IMing you and I don't put periods at the end of my sentences,
something is obviously wrong.
I always use correct grammar and punctuation when I IM.
If I say "I'm fine.", then no, I'm not 'fine'.
I never say something is 'fine' and mean it.
If I say something is 'okay', then it really is.
If I cuss when I'm talking or IMing,
oh boy, you messed up this time.
You're about to get your ass chewed.
Better start explaining why you fucked up.

A full circle and a dot.

Today, I had fun. Thanks, Vincent. It was nice meeting Tiffany, Kevin, and Melody. And esp. funny, when I found out that Kevin was the TA from Alpha :) It all started with Mobile(That's how to spell it, right?), then Joann's, then Koooooreanbbq ♥ The porkchop! And the spicy stuff that tasted like kimchi but it's actually meat :) Teehee. We could've sat there for hours if it didn't end at 2:30. No, I wasn't bored. I was entertained by you guys, catching up and stuff :) Then we went to QianGui. Or Cashbox. From what? 3-7? Four hours of straight up KTVing. I had a Thai Ice Tea♥ We sang so many songs, it's uncountable. Backstreet Boys O_x Yeah, you would. And Glamorous. Touch My Body. :) Haha, I think Melody's voice is pretty freaking amazing. And Kevin's is not bad eithher. Their WuDing, holy. We "Dian"ed so many songs that at the end, when we left, there were still so many left over that we didn't sing. So, After KTV, Vincent drove to Diamond Plaza and we went to Cue. On the way there, he was like, wtf? why are there so many people on a wednesday night? And I'm like O_x It's friday, Vincent. He didn't believe me, and I started laughing like crazy. He checked his phone, and yes, it was wednesday :D Anyways, at cue, we took pictures in the one up front. Decorated it. Found that lollipop machine, got a lollipop :D After the pictures came out, the cue person cute them. Then, Vincent took me to church around eightish? Worship already started when I walked in, so I sat in the back with Chris and Josh. Holly saw me, and I waved to her. Isabel walked out and when she came back in, Chris was with her. Holy, Chris looks different with a new haircut :) It's not neccesarily bad, but it's just not the look I'm used to. Lol. So after, Eric showed a episode of Simpsons, and I didn't get this one part. Chris kept on making fun of me because of that, and of course, later on, Holly joins in O_x Haha, it's okay. I'm used to it. Then it was small groups. FLO CAME BACK♥ It was the first time I've seen her since she came back. She keeps on thinking that there was something wrong with me. But there wasn't. Haha :) Josh brought us Bibles, and actually gave them to us this time :) Thank you, Joshua. The topic at small group was, let's say, too deep for us to understand? Well, at this age, at least, I guess. There's a lot of things we don't know. I mean after all, we're only like what? 1/4 done. There's a lot to see and to learn. Oh, Josh also brought us candy from HK. Yay :) A bunch of soda candy. I ate at least like what? Three? Hehe. They fizzed. :D So after small group, we hung around the front of church. More specifically, the refreshments table :D There was apple soda. I took a littttle more than a sip on Holly's (; I think we were the first ones done, and we sat down on one of the benches. And we were just talking. Later, Josh took us home. Thanks, Josh :) Overall, nice day. Nice day :)

You're leeeaving D: I'm gonna miss you, that's for sure. Today was the last day I saw you. Well, not really. Cuhs you're still gonna come back and everything. Cheer up, pappie, okay ? :) I'm glad you made that story into a full circle and a dot. A happy ending, right? And I hope the story going on in your life right now can keep going in a straight line and never end? Lol. You better not go out partying every night :) Remember your life isn't yours now; it belongs to Someone else. :) Idk if you can call Him someone else, but yeah. That's not the point :) Thanks for the gift. I like it a lot, and I'm listening to it right now :) It's cuuuute. Whatever your friends say, you're not shady. Got it? Good :) Don't worry about it; I'm fine. Things are gonna change for you, well, not just things. Pretty much everything is. A whole new surrounding, new friends, new everything. Adjust well, don't become an outcast. :D I'll most definitely watch out for her. Not because you told me to though. Well, I hope you have fun up there in NorCal. And please don't give your roommates hell the first night. You still have to deal with them for a whole year (; Make friends with the other dude. Idk, Just cuhs his picture seemed weird doesn't mean he IS weird :) Be safe, take care, and thanks. For everything. Stay in touch. Don't forget about us :)

It’s like all the bad stuff that you went through, that you hated along the way, the people who disappointed you and the things that didn’t go the way you wanted,
suddenly you feel grateful for them, because those are the things that got you here, to this.

SCHEDDULE.

So I went to registration this morning. Wtf? I have threee books for math D:

1. spanishthree- pina .
2. ap euro- clark .
3. mathanal/calc- brose .
4. peer couseling- davis .
5. beginning dance- lindenberg .
6. englishtwohonors- tenace .

I hope we have fun tomorrow :)

vincent's house is fun. -vincent.

VINCENT WAS HERE :D.
first time writing a blog :D.
okay.
bye bye :D :D :D

So yes, that was Vincent Tsao. I'm at his house right now, with Brian, Chris, and Vincent. Oh Holly, I told Chris you said hi already :) "After i forgot like 5 hours ago," Vincent says. But yeah, I forgot to tell him at the mall, and I just remembered. But still, I told him, didn't I ? :) We watched Funny People and The Ugly Truth. I wanted to watch My Sister's Keeper, but we didn't get the chance to watch it. We were gonna watch Harry Potter too, but we found out that we only had half an hour left. So we went to Pacsun, Brian bought shoes. Then, it was Anchor Blue. Chris bought two shirts. One of them was called "JERK, I know." And that reminded me of CRYSTAL LEE <3 Teehee. So we were putting on hats and sunglasses and taking pictures, and we got owned by this salesperson there. She was all like," No photography is allowed :P" Then we went into Journey's and I called Jessica. She's at Santa Monica with Vivian, Alyse, and Kevin. Not fair, right ? :( I called her, cuhs I wanted to hang, but she was all the way at Santa Monica. Hmph :( Vincent's mommy is buying us In-N-Out as we speak right now <3 Yay :D Haha. The guys were playing basketball, and I was playing Time Crisis. And they just HAAAAD to come in and take my game D: But it's okay, I was losing anyway :) I think Chris brought it up. Lol. So today, I woke up at arouund 12 ? Then, I drink a cup of apple juice and went on the cpu to check movie times. And then, my brother woke up and after he showered, he took me to Puentes. We met up at the food court. And OhMyGoodness, when I first saw Bagel, I was like :OOO He has grown so much! Like, he got so much taller :P That's not fair :( He said that I grew too, so that made me happy :) Well, I'll blog later at home, cuhs I gotta join the guys for now :) They're wrestling O_x

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Okay. So I'm home right now. Thanks for today, guys. You idiots always make my day :) Because of you guys' stupidities. Haha. Just kidding. After I blogged, we ate the In-N-Out Vincent's mom got us and played these really intense games of basketball. On PS3 :) Well, they did. I watched. It was Brian&Chris V.S. Vincent. Vincent was always Lakers, and Brian&Chris were first Celtics, then Cavaliers, then Clippers. So three games in total. My fav? Ilgauskas. ♥ Just cuhs he's a "beast." Effing tall as heck! He's kinda ugly, but it's okay. Video games portray the ugly sides of people (; Jkay! Then, street basketball. We were gonna watch a movie. Well, they still are gonna watch it, but after I leave. So they're probably watching it right now, or still playing. Anyway, I'm pretty tired right now. So I'll probably head off to bed soon. Anyway, again, thanks Vincent for letting me stay over. And thanks to three of you for making this such a retarded, but fun day for me :)

I absolutely love the movie, The Ugly Truth. So true. Perfect guys like that just don't exist. And we just end up falling for someone totally different in the end :) Mike was no knight in shining armor, but he was the one who swept Abby off of her feet. And that's all that matters :) I love esp. the ending, when she trashes about guys. Well, you guys just gotta watch it . I really don't know how to explain it, but I think it's a good movie :D

They say we’ll never see half as much as they did, and it’s true that we never saw Vietnam or world war two. We didn’t see our mothers cry when John f. Kennedy died, but we’ve lived our whole lives being told that we’re just not good enough. We’ve seen anorexia and bulimia because skinny just isn’t skinny enough. We watched the twin towers fall and witnessed the destruction it had physically and mentally. We’ve seen a lot of greed and even more hate. Our generation fights a different kind of war, but we’ve seen just as much.

Bu, wan mei .

I think... there's a cricket inside my house. Like, hiding somewhere. Cuhs it's really really loud. I just wasted like an hour doing this FB note thing. You guys should check it out :) I probably tagged you if you were any important. Teehee. So yesterday basically was swimming, going out to eat, and playing egyptian war with Donald. No lies, I won thirteen games out of fourteen. My brother got kinda pissed off in the end, cuhs he kept losing :) So we stopped playing, and he went to sleep. Vincent got two out of thirty on my game thingy. Wow, thanks :P So, San Diego on the 21st and registration on the 6th. Mmm. Nothing much happened today. I'm kinda tired, but not really. I finished another one of those chinese story thingies ! ♥ No lies, I love 穿越小説s. I don't know what I would do without them. I haven't been playin solitaire lately. Should I start again? I never got water and ice cubes in restaraunt city D: That's pretty sad, and Brian Liu took all of my limes >:( But it's okay, cuhs I got what I neeeded in return. Teehee. So, I don't feel really well, but I don't why :P Fml. Just really down ? Kinda, like empty on the inside. But whatever, I'll be fine tomorrow :)

Aerodynamically, bumblebees shouldn't be able to fly, but the bumblebees don't know that so they go on flying anyway.

Once in a lifetime to find HIM.

Tutor seriously ruins my life, yo. Well, it's 2-5 and it's right smack dab in the middle of the day. Sorry, I couldn't stay later, guys :( Today, I woke up around ten o'clock. Megan came, and we talked for a bit. She told me some new stuff ;) And I got dressed. We went downstairs on the computer for like five minutes to check out this stuff she just told me. Then, my brother told us to Brian's house. When we got there, he probably just woke up too :) But it's alright. He was on the computer for like two minutes, and then we went upstairs. We were just listening to music and talking. I don't even remember what we were talking about :) Oh, I found this really cute thing that Christine made him when he went to Carnegie. And then, we went downstairs to go play Wii. Christine and Tiffany made their Miis, and it was so funny :) I'm sorry, Brian, but I gotta say, your sisters took all the funny genes in the family, cuhs what happen to youuu ? (; Jk, best friend ! ♥ You're so lazy. You won't even check how to spell Carnegie for me. Hmph. Anyway, me and Megan played golf for a little while. She beat me like crazy D: Then, Christine and Brian played baseball. I've gotta say, Christine got owned. Then William came, and he brought Brawl and two more controllers. So we started playing golf again, cuhs I said I was gonna beat Megan :) Anyway, we lost track of time, and we, well I, were gonna be late for tutor. So we headed out to Tenren's for lunch. When we were almost turning into DiamondPlaza, Rebeccah calls to tell me that she was gonna come get me soon. And I was like Okay. So I ordered my food To-go, Rebeccah came. Rebeccah and I went to Life to get her Passionfruit green tean with boba :) Then, I stayed around for like ten minutes for my food and then left. Being the genius I am, I remember that I forgot to leave money with them when I'm IN the car and DRIVING. Nice, right? So I owe Brian money right now . Then, we went to tutor. Everything was fine. Then it was break. I go outside of Alpha to call Brian, and I see Vivian walking in the parking lot, and I'm like wtf? 我眼花啦? Anyway, turns out she was there to see Nancy, and Jessica was with her. So I raaaan downstairs to find Jessica crying. There's a lot of crap going on, and I spent my entire break talking with her. Then, I had to get back to class, and Vivian's dad came to take her and Jessica home. Time passed by so slow in class today :( After Alpha, I called up Jessica and was like Hey girl, you gotta get yo ass down here, and we gotta chill down at Life, yeah? Well, not in those exact words ;) Teehee. So anyway, her mommy came to pick me up from Alpha and took us to Tenren's. I went to Tenren's twice today :) Well, so did Jessica, but I went to the exact same one :) She went to the one in Yes Plaza. Anyway, we ordered the shaved ice and the fries, and we just sat there and talked for two, three hours. It was nice, catching up with her :) So, it was like eight, and her dad called. She told her dad to leave the house in ten minutes, and we walked to the space in front of Life to do some more talking. And it was my turn. I told her everything basically from the end of the school year. Like a short summary, kinda? Well, yeah. I've gotta say, we've both changed and yet we're the same people at the same time.
I'm glad we had this catch up day today, Jessica :) Thanks, I needed it.
Sorry for ditching you, Megan! It's okay, you got them boys (;
Brian Dzou, there's alway next time! And I'll make sure that I won't have tutor the day of, yeah ? :)

Boy, you fucked up this time .

Today, I woke up and went to go eat dim sum with my cousins. Then, afterwards, we ended up at my cousins' place in west co. We were just catching up and stuff, and I realized that my little cousins have grown so much. Later on, freaking Holman had to throw me in the pool :P So, I showered at their place, came back to my house for like two minutes, then went out with Vincent. We went to Puente, and Crystal met up with us. We were at Tilt for a bit. Vincent was racing with Robert, and then Crystal and I went to go get BR's. Yay for gold medal ribbon :)We were gonna watch Hangover. I watched it already, but they haven't watched it. So I, being the bigger person, was gonna comply with them (; Teehee. So we split the money for a ticket, and Robert snuck us in. He didn't use up the ticket, so he actually got a refund for it in the end. So we got to watch the movie for free :) So anyway, we got in, and we were right outside of Orphan. So we decided to watch that instead. It was pretty creepy. I got scared bunches of times. Me and Crystal are probably not gonna sleep tonight :) Eeeep. So stay up, homes. I'm probably gonna call one of you :) Gosh, that girl's eyes just haunt me. A;aslkdjf;. So, afterwards, we went to go get Souplantation. And then, AI. We were gonna go to Cue, but it closed at 10 on sunday. Freaking Crystal, you had to be home at 1030 :( It's okay, there's always next time, right ? :) After we took Crystal home, we went to Starshine Park, and we just chilled there for a while till this creepy guy came up to us and was like," Oh, the park's closed." What BS, well I think so :) Overall, nice day. Kinda, anyway.

I don't know what to say. You're probably gonna see this. You said I could trust you, and I did. I even stood up for you. Now I feel so stupid for standing up for something that wasn't even right in the first place. I argued with him like hell over it. I said that if you said you weren't there, then I believe you. We got into a huge argument, and he wouldn't talk to me for weeks. I don't understand why you wouldn't tell me the truth in the first place. It wouldn't have been such a big deal if you told me what you had done. None of this would've happened. Now, I don't know what I'm gonna say to him, cuhs he WAS right in the first place. I can't believe I didn't see it... I don't know how to talk to you now. I wanna be able to trust you again, but I'm sure that next time you tell me something, I'll have to wonder if that's the truth, if that's really it. Why did you lie ? Why did you make her lie? No, I'm not gonna do anything to her. I'm not even gonna mention anything to her, even though you'll probably tell her. Is that really all you care about ? FML.

Sorry, Vincent. I really am :( I'm sorry I didn't believe you in the first place.

Outerspace, spaceships trips kinda love.

This picture reminded me of what Holly said in small group today :)

So today, I woke up around 3 only to find out that mi madre wasn't home. So I went to the kitchen to find food, but I wasn't that hungry. I got cherries and sat there and watch my favorite episode of Hannah Montana. The one where she had to choose between Jake Ryan and Jesse. :) Then, my brother drove us to LA Fitness around four ? He dropped me and Donald off. We were there till around 530. My brother saw William again! I couldn't see anything, cuhs I didn't have my contacts on. We left and went to go get L&L. We got home. I showered. Donald was watching Kendra, then he showered. We went out to go hang out with my cousins. I haven't seen my cousin in forever and we were just catching up for a long time. I got home around 8? Josh came and picked me up. I called Brian on the way there cuhs I got a missed call from him. I told him that we were gonna be late and stuff. We got there and we had to walk, cuhs there were no more parking spaces. When we got there, we saw Chris and Aaron. Chris had McDee's :) He finished his burger, and Josh went to go find him Tylenol. We went in. Brian scooted in next to Matthew to get me a seat. I sat between Brian and Justin. Chris sat behind Justin. Justin was so stupid. So there was a slit in the seat and he put his phone in. He couldn't get it out, and I saw that. I started laughing really hard :) Matthew and Aaron were staring at me like I was an idiot :) Ahaha. I was texting Vincent, but then he died on me :P So, Holly didn't realize I came until more than half way through the lecture. I was gonna surprise her, but the guy in front of me moved, so she saw me :P I told her I wasn't gonna come. Lol :) Small group was crazy. Josh was right, he couldn't handle us. I mean, just take today as an example. We were all over the place. Well, Brian, Aaron, and Chris were. They were throwing these chair accessories to each other. One hit me, and it hurt. Best friend gave me a semi-massage, but he stopped :( We've got to hang out! With the fat china man too. Hehe, LOVE YOU CHRIS :) They tried persuading Josh to have small group at Dolphin Bay :) Teehee. It was Pastor Soon-Teck's birthday today, so we had cake. Dolphin afterwards. Stupid cardtricks :P I didn't get them! I got a mango slush and got Holly and ru rou fan. I kept on taking some of Brian's, cuhs he was looking for the hot sauce :) Josh took us home afterwards. We first went to Holly's house to get my stuff. Thank you Holly Dong, say thank you to your daddy for me! Then we went homee. And yeahp. That was my day :)

Sometimes the hardest thing
to let go of is something you never really had.
What could've happened, didn't.
It's just the way the cookie crumbled.
This is my goodbye to you.
I'll never forget the way you made me smile.

It’s laughing with your friend at a time when you shouldn’t. It’s the sweat in your palms wanting to know someone you see and the pit in your stomach when they actually see you. It’s being touched by hands that aren’t your own. It’s the thrill of an escape that almost wasn’t. It’s the embarrassment you feel, naked for the first time. It’s helping a friend find something they lost. It’s a smile, a joke, a song. It’s what someone does that they like doing. It’s what someone does that they like remembering. It’s the thinking of things you may never do and the doing of things you may never have though. It’s the road ahead and the road behind. It’s the first step and the last and every one in between, because they all make up the good life. –The Good Life

Credits: defineforeverquotes.

Last day of summer school. Hooray !

Why am I so happy all the time? Hmmm, that's a good question. Doris, you got me this time. I don't think it's exactly that I'm HAPPY all the time. I think it's just that I try to see the brighter sides of things. I let myself get beat up, but then I get over it and start all over again. But yeah, I was just thinking about that.

So enough with the emotional crap (; Finally done with summer school ! I didn't ace the class but I got 87% B+ for the second semester. Not that much, right ? :) Anyway, Crystal and them are so mean to me D: Well, Crystal, Gong, and Vincent. I love Doris, Sarah, and Rebeccah :) Well, freaking Rebeccah's mean to me too, but not as much today, cuh's she was preoccupied (; Teehee, don't kill me, Beccah :) Today was basically failed movie night, but it was fun anyway. Robek's, In-n-out, Crystal's house, Dirty Minds, Sexy Slang (I fail at being judge D: ), Classic Burger, Suzanne Park, back to Crystal's house. My favorite time of the day? SuzannePark . So after Rebeccah and them left for AlohaBBQ, Vincent got hungry, and he's like let's go to Classic Burger. Who's up for it? And we all were, so we all went. Thank you, Crystal's mom ! She paid for us :) I had a bacon cheeseburger. Yum :) It was really big, so I didn't get to finish it. I went there before; I just never knew the place was called Classic Burger. My brother took me there once when he was still in high school, which was what? 7 summers ago ? yeahh :) But anyway, the food was good. The conversation was too :) We were talking about Secret Life, then Hannah Montana, then other stuff. It just drifted farther and farther away from Secret Life, but it's okay, cuhs I liked it :) And I love how Vincent took no part in the talking AND spilled oil on his pants. :) Oh ! I remember Knott's Scary Farm came up somewhere in the conversation :) Anyway, afterwards, we were STUFFED. No joke, so we went to Suzanne Park to hang around to digest the food. First, we walked over to the bathrooms cuhs' Crystal, Vincent, and Doris had to use the bathroom. I remember I was spinning around in circles when Doris was in the bathroom. Then, I got super dizy, and I kneeled down and put my head down. It looked like I was bowing or something, according to Doris :) OH ! Shoetakers are evil :P You guys know what I'm talking about, hmph .! I got splinters in my foot for that. Argh. Anyway, yesterday was really fun. We were gonna go to cue and vantage point afterwards, but I couldn't go. and neither could Doris or Sarah. So we didn't end up going. Maybe next time ? I don't know when's the next time I'm gonna see you guys. Well, excluding Rebeccah, Josh, and Vincent.

Richie just IMed me and was like," Did you accomplish the 'ace chem.' thingy in your info ?" and I'm like >;O no. ROFL. Well, I technically did half of it, but I don't think that counts. Rofl. (; I'm gonna miss Walnut. Technically, I'm gonna miss everyone there, but I'll still come back to visit! You guys gave me a hell of a good first-time WHS experience. I'll never forget it. Maybe next year? Idk yet :) Crystal Lee, my favorite WHS senior <3 I'm gonna miss you, girl. This summer was fun, and like I said in my letter, I never knew that when I met you way back during winter break that we'd get this closer like now. I'll definitely ride in your pink car. You can come visit me when the school year starts in DB with your cute pink car, and we can go to Universal's !(; Favorite word: JERK ! Jillian, you're a cuuutie. Even though you won't read this, I'll still write a little something about you. Thanks for making chem a fun class for me :) Well, not really, but seriously? Thanks for listening to me and letting me sit in your seat when you go to the bathroom. And when you come back, you have to go get another chair and pull it up to the table. I trust you too, babe ♥ Kevin Gong, break is always fun with you! I'm pretty sure you won't see this, cuh's as far as I know, you do not have an existent account on Blogspot. Sorry for killing your Vanilla Bean Frap :) It was yummy. Puahah. It sucks how you TAed for Yu-Wong. If you TAed for Braviroff, we'd have so much fun. But you hate Braviroff, so whatever :) Sarah Davila, I haven't seen you since fifth grade, and I would never thought in a million years, that I'd be able to know you like this. July 4th BBQ ! Crystal's a jerk, but I love you ♥ Christopher Yu, I haven't had a class with you since like what? Sixth grade? It's okay, I don't have to say bye cuh's we're still gonna see each other at church anyway! Wesley Wu, thanks for not kicking me off of your seat during the first half of the six weeks :) Thanks for being smart, and thanks for not giving me any of those delicious teabags you had ! >;O You've gotta keep that "I Hate You" sign on your binder forever. Philip Wang, I'm gonna miss you too. Thanks for teaching me cool card tricks. Thanks for adding me on facebook so we started talking :) I'm sorry that we didn't get to know each oother very well. Who knows, maybe next year ? :) Anyone else? I think that's it.

SOORRRY VINCENNT LU. I'M STUPID :(
I know you're not mad, but I still feel bad :(
sorry for always screwing up everything, guys .

All over again .

So today, I woke up at 430 in the afternonn. Genius, right? Yeah, I know :) I woke up, took a shower, and called Holly. I forgot she was at dma, and when I called her to ask if her dad could take me to church, she was like, Annie Wong, I'm at UCR. And I was like. OH YEAH, oops, guess I forgot :) Then I called Josh to take me. Then Rebeccah called and she was like OMG, I JUST SAW A HOOKER ON MY STREET. and I started laughing :) Teehee. Anyway, Brian came back ! I saw him today, he didn't look one bit 12 pounds overweight. Freaking a. I don't know where he put it all ! So it was canoozi night, and it was pretty funn :) I liked the... let's see. the one with the thinking up names for certain categories. We lost :( But it's alright, cuhs we won for the pictionary thingy. Teehee. After church, we went to dolphin bay. Played big2 and texas. I didn't play texas cuhs I didn't know how. I can't believe I still don't know how after 5 weeks of chem class. ROFL. My back hurts right now. :P So yeah, I came home and I webcammed with Holman and Helen. I haven't seen them in forever, but maybe sunday ? Idk. Freaking summer school, I can't go to vegas with them D: Teehee :) Chris Yu came back ! Brian and I gotta go hang out with him. Oh, he got me my magazine. F'sho :) ss501 was the cover, so I was a little disappointed, but Ariel Lin was the other cover. So I'm okay :) 4 more days of summer school ! Whooo. Wednesday is Crystal's Bday dinner, Thursday's movie night. :D I can't waait :) Well, I'm really not in the mood for writing miles long of stuff I did, so yeah :) Goodbyee :D

After all these months, all this time, so much has happened. The talks, the phone calls, the laughs and the feelings. If I were to look back on them, I would never have believed that, that person was once me. I wouldn't recognize that girl because she's so different from me. But I guess changing and moving on is growing up, I'm growing up and finding out what kind of person I want to be for the rest of my life. And maybe in the future, there are more changes to come, but as for right now, this is who I'm proud to be.

Love is overrated. Biochemically no different from eating large quantities of chocolate.

Credits: lifeandlovequotes.

She's like a star .

Don't worry us anymore than you do, please. I miss you, as your old pretty happy self, without all the string attached. Can we just go back, just a little?

Blogspot is like a puzzle. You kinda have to guess what the person is posting about, and then when you finally figure it out, you get kinda happy. ROFL :) Whatever, it's okay.

So ! yesterday was okay. No dota gathering though, cuhs Justin and Chris didn't bring a computer. Josh is stupid for buying alienware for college. :) It's so chunky and heavy. You're gonna have hell trying to haul that thing around, but it's okay. You'll get buffer (; So Holly and Hunter didn't end up going to Discovery. So I woke up, took a shower, thinking that she wasn't home anymore. Then, I see her coming up the stairs yelling, " Annie! My love." O___x Talk about freaky (; Around fiveish, Josh came to pick us up, then we headed to Puente to pick up Justin and Chris. Josh got us boba. Thank you, Josh ! :) So Chris and Justin rock-paper-scissored for the bitch seat when we got to the car, and of course, Justin won. So Chris had to sit in the middle. I don't even see why he bothers; he always loses when he's playing Justin :) Got to Josh's houses. Oh when we were going there, we were debating whether to go pick up Aaron, who lived all the way in Walnut. We didn't in the end, but he did find his own ride ! :) So we watched Changeling for like two minutes. JoshLeu has an Austrilian cousin ! :D Ohmygosh, that's so cool. Josh said that he had an accent, but I didn't hear it all night :( I was waiting for it too ! Rofl. So we ate, and it was really good :) We had beef, bacon, lettuce, mushrooms, shrimps, fish, and rice. Oh, we made shirley temples too :) 7up + that weird syrup thing + grapefruit juice :) I seriously thought they were alcoholic. Rofl. Everyone was so full in the end, except for Chris. And he ate so much! What a fattie. And then, we played Monopoly. I kinda gave up on it :) Hunter was giving us clues and stuff and then Holly got mad. PUAHAHAH. so yeahh . Afterwards, HarryPotter and Mythbusters. Holly wouldn't stop taking pictures.

The important thing is not to be bitter over life's disappointments. Learn to let go of the past, and recognize that every day won't be sunny. And when you find yourself lost in the darkness of despair, remember, it's only in the black of night that you see the stars, and those stars lead you back home.

Love is a minefield. You take a step, get blown to pieces, put yourself back together again, and stupidly take another step. I guess thats human nature. It hurts so much to be alone that we'd all rather blow up than be single.

-------edit X 7/17 1110PM
That was an old post.
Maybe last week? July eleventh .
Just thought I'd post it .

Back to the old ways.

Holly Dong woke me up like six times this morning. Freaking Hunter Li :) So, today, I was supposed to go to Holly's house, but I was too lazy. I woke up, took a shower, and then told Holly to just go without me. Then, I went back to sleep x) Teehee. Afterwards, I woke up around 4ish and went on the computer. I swear, I'm so computer needy. I think I would die without my beloved cpu ♥ Anyways, then, I called Josh to pick Hunter, Holly, and me for church. They went by Holly's house first, then mine. We went looking for that taco stand in HK plaza, but I guess it wasn't there anymore :) Josh drove to Carl's Jr., and Holly, Hunter, and both Joshes had that. I went to go to Yogurtland :) Yay for frozen gummy bears! Well, not really. They made my jaw hurt from chewing too hard :( Then we left and went to RHCCC. We were sitting inside, but then I went outside to talk on the phone, and eventually, they all moved out to the wooden benches. Michelle and Chris were there, and then Faith came and brought Popsicles ♥ Hooray for cotton candy flavored iced treats (; Justin came, then Chris, and then we all went into the sanctuary for worship. Holly Dong is playing FFR right now :) What a laaameo :D Small group was pretty funny. We kept on getting distracted because of Justin and Chris. They're so retarded :) Iron man. Magic Trick. Silent contest. Charades :) Josh Kuang, Holly, and Justin with the charades thing :) "teacher, disappointed, at him, josh, Justin: ________ ) Secret (; Holly's playing this really pretty song right now :) I'm gonna go DL that song afterwards. Hehehe. Tracy and my inside joke :)♥ So tomorrow, no discovery science center. For Holly and Hunter, yes. Josh's BBQ ? Yes :) Hopefully, it'll be funn, but it's gonna gonna be a bunch of geeks playing dota and starcraft. Dota gathering. ROFLMAO. Mhmm. After church, dolphin bay. Mark still doesn't know who I am. I think that's pretty sad D: Itouch gunbound and stale boba. Rofl. I'll still need a ride for Josh's BBQ, and I still don't know what movie we're watching D: Oh wells, I'll figure it out tomorrrow :) That's it for now . :D

She believed in dreams, alright, but she also believed in doing something about them. When Prince Charming didn't come along, she went over to the palace and got him.

When I was five years old, my mom always told me that happiness was the key to life. When I went to school, they asked me what I wanted to be when I grew up. I wrote down ‘happy’. They told me I didn’t understand the assignment. I told them they didn’t understand life.

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Homemade Bongs.

Thursdays are the new fridays (; Ronald Regan later to talk to a friend I haven't gotten to catch up with. I'm kinda looking forward to it :) Hey There Deliah used to remind me of Rebeccah, now it reminds me of Orion x) Him and his little rice krispie gun. Seriously, such a kid. Chem is actually okay. I'm so unperverted, it's sad. Holly was taking a sex addict quiz thingy yesterday, and she got a pretty high score, and I didn't get anything :( It was like they showed you pictures and there were like sublimal sex images and stuff, and you had to answered if you saw the images. I didn't get any of it D: Well, that's not necessarily a bad thing.
So much for catching up, man. Whatevers :) Park was interesting enough. We were camerawhoring on megan's camera, and we did that thing, what's it called? Oh, Hardgay. Haha. That reminds me of Riki Kitagawa and Holly Dong. Megan gooot in trouble (; Cuhs she was being a rebel and ditching. Puahaha. Not really :) Today was interesting enough. The end, anyway. Haha. Today, we made rice krispies in Chem. Yumm♥ Such a huge chunk of margarine oil we used! But they turned out pretty good :) We needed more marshmallows and less rice krispies, but still. They were gooood. Guy fights are stupid. Not stupid, but is it necessary to have everyone talk about it afterwards? It's even worse than some girl dumping some guy. Worse as in, the gossip that circles around. It's really nan ting sometimes. Idk how to say that in english :) This isn't gonna work out. Crying over little fights every single night and crap like that :( No matter what happens, I just hope for the best, yeah? Hopefully, it'll be fine and settled quietly...

She said that she wanted to get high; he took her to the tallest hill in town. She said that she wanted to stay up all night & drink; he gave her a 12-pack of caffeinated Pepsi & said, "Drink up." She said that she wanted to shoot herself in the face; he gave her a water gun, put her finger on the trigger, aimed it at her face, & helped her pull the trigger. She said that she wanted to cut herself; he took a Polaroid of her, handed it to her along with scissors, & had her cut it up. She said that she wanted to see her blood; he took her to get her ears pierced. She said that she wanted to cry herself to sleep; he had her watch a sad, romantic movie before bed. She said that she wanted to be alone; he gave her a name tag that said, "My Name Is: Alone." She said that she wanted to have someone there to take care of her, always; he asked when he wasn't.

Although we adore men individually, we agree that as a group they are rather stupid.
-Mary Poppins

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Just my luck.

Whew. I just took a nap♥ Yay :) My brother came back today, and he brought my mom a cell phone, and me? Nada. :( How horrible. Mmmkay. So it went down today. I don't know what to say about it, and it's best if I don't say anything about it. I'll see how tomorrow goes? So yeah. I still have to make Jessica her friendship bracelet. Rofl. I totally forgot about that. Holly's watching her 90210 show as usual. I'm still kinda drowsy from the nap. I should start on my homework soon, since there's no copying tonight. I'll actually have to think. Today, for band, we had root beer floats and papa john's with sausage. So that was my dinnner. I'm kinda thirsty right now. I just saw the vids. It was pretty okay, I guess? I finished my chinese story thingy. :) Idk if I should start a new one. I kinda wanna :) I got water, and now I'm not thirsty anymore. Hooray :D Holly moved everything into my room today. I got new glasses! Not much to blog about these days, but that's a good sign (; I enjoyed stochiometry :) Well, it's not like I don't get this chapter. It's all pretty okay, but math made sense to me. Wow, Rebeccah and Jillian are right. I'm such a nerd D: Since we're on the topic of nerdyness anyway, I have to take SAT classes soon! ACI? or Elite? Probably ACI, Saturday mornings. Ugh, eff :( I'm gonna hate waking up in the morning. But whatevs :) I'll get over it because I'm asian like that. Goodbyeee loves :)

If he misses you, he'll call. If he wants you, he'll say it. And if he cares, he'll show it. If not, he can't be worth your time because you're obviously not worth his.

Eat that damn chocolate cake, get your hair wet, love someone, dance in those muddy puddles, tell someone off, draw a picture with crayons like you're still 6 years old and then give it to someone who is very important to you. Take a nap, go on vacation, do a cartwheel, make your own recipe, dance like no one sees you, paint each nail a different color, take a bubble bath, laugh at a corny joke. Get on that table and dance, pick strawberries, take a jog, plant a garden, make an ugly shirt and wear it all day, learn a new language, write a song, date someone you wouldn't usually go for, make a scrap book, go on a picnic, relax in the sun, make your own home video, kiss the un-kissed, hug the un-hugged, love the unloved, and live your life to the fullest. So when you're standing in front of heaven's gate that chosen day, you'll have no regrets, no sorrows, no disappointments.

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Pursue your dreams.

Yes, mam. I'm updating again. "hchsknights08" Ms. Alyssa Bernal, my new Youtube obsession. She's an amazing singer. Seriously, no joke. So my brother already got on his plaaane. His plane lands on 350PM tomorrow. Jiyoung won't believe that my last blog title was a song. I am saddened :( ROFLMAO. Saddened! Teehee. Holly's playing flute right now, and she's going pretty high. It's hurting my ears :( It's not that it sounds bad, just that the key's really high :) Jiyoung Han, I honestly love your blogspot song. Forever Ain't Enough♥ Today at break, Rebeccah and I were trying to figure out how the tune went. That song, along with Forever Yours and Shut Up by Simple Plan. Random, yes? But that's just the way we roll (; I had Alpha today. I don't think Arthur likes me. :( How retarded, but it's okay. I've got Rebeccah :) My Itunes is on, 24/7 now :) If the sun shuts down and decided not to shine no more, I would still have you, baby. Teehee. I still haven't finished my chinese story thingy I started like a month ago :\ How terrible! Holly oovoos with Hunter Li 24/7. It's pretty funny since Hunter doesn't have a webcam, and he usually doesn't have his mic hooked up. So he is replying on AIM, and Holly's just talking :) And she can't see his face, just that lame default oovoo display picture :D "No, you can't have a World War III with only one side fighting." JB♥ I need tomatos, sugar, and onions for my dishes! Anyone has any of them? I should start on my chem homework. Yay for stoichiometry. :) I think I'm weird, just cuhs everyone hates it and I like it. I hate quantum crap. Math makes sense for me, maybe I don't dislike math as much as I thought. Mhmm, so tomorrow, free pizza! Suzanne Park! root beer floats?

Do you have a bandaid? Cuhs I just scraped my knee falling for you.
Cute, huh ? :) Thanks, HollyDong.

"I love that feeling. You know, the one you get when you take a deep breath and suddenly everything feels like it's going to be okay. When you're hopeless as can be, and life is going nowhere, there's those moments we have every now and then where we just stop, and we get this feeling, that can't be described, but you just.. you just feel like everything really is going to be okay. Like the world stopped spinning for a second, and everything was clear. I need more of those moments."
-Sweetestsin_ox

Molar masses and FU conversions .

I'm glad you had fun. Best time ever since July `08 ? Congrats :)

My best friend is still in Taiwan. I miss him, but it's okay :) He'll be back in like a week? My brother is coming back in two days. Yay , I seriously have so much to tell him :D So, second semester of summer school just started today, and there's already so much more homework than the past three weeks. :\ Joshua Kuang comes back today! Someone's happy (; Wow, Brian just signed off on me without saying bye. How gay. Haha. Okay, I just convinced Gong to join Restaurant City. I feel proud of myself, and now, I'll get new ingredients :) I'm listening to the Lines, Vines, and Trying Times CD Holly got me. TurnRight. ♥ <---- That's supposed to be a heart, but since I can't do the less than three sign on Blogspot, cuhs it ends up erasing everything, ♥ will have to do. Mmm, I really don't have anything to really update about. I think guys are so immature. Whoa, thank gosh for autosave :) My internet just died, and without autosave, all of this would've been gone :( Haha. Gong's so lost about restaurant city. He gave me a strawberry. I DIDN'T WANT A FREAKING STRAWBERRY :( I have sucky luck today. "Neverending racetrack you call life." That's so true. Lol. Holly went to go shower, and I'll do the same after she's back. But it's only eight and kinda really early :) I'm drink boba right now, but it's sucky boba, the ones that come with your biandang? The ice melted, so it doesn't even taste like milk tea anymore. It's more like water :) Harry Potter and My Sister's Keeper with best friend soon ! He better hurry up, or else I'm watching it without him :(

Sorry guys, if I've been PMSing lately. I'll try to get better. I don't know what's wrong :\

Every girl wants a Prince Charming, and while he may be nice and all, I'm thinking that I'd rather have the guy that's gonna call at four in the morning just to say hi. Or someone who will stop by my house after just hanging up the phone because he wants to see how I'm really doing, because I said I was fine, but we both know I'm lying. Or the guy who'll stay home on a saturday night with me because I'm sick. That guy, that one guy, he may not be Prince Charming to anyone else, but he'd be my hero. My "knight in shining armor." Anyone who'd rather stay home on a Saturday night and hold my hair while I puke, that's a hero.

I fall so easy .

Crystal Dear . Somehow, you better find my blogspot. No, you better go update yours and put whatever you and Sarah were gonna put on it . I forgot :( It was something we came up with when we were on the trampoline? Anyway, today was fun. Thanks for inviting me (: The cousin thing was freaky. I came home and facebooked my cousin and asked him about it. He was like, oh yeah. Michelle's prom date was Curtis, and I'm like OMG. :D Brea Mall today! Thanks, Christopher. We ate Red Robins, went to PacSun, Forever21, AE, New York& Company, Zumeiz, H&M, and what else ? Idk. I forgot. Hahaha. Then, Chris's dad dropped me off at The Village, so I could get to Crystal's house. I walked there, and THEY WERE SUPPOSED TO MEET ME THERE HALFWAY. But being the lazy butts that they are, they walked super slow (: It's okay, I still love you guys. The phone thing. Crystal's itouch for music. Oh, I have to give you back your shirt. Right. Uhm, I still didn't get to each one of those hotdogs ! :( But it's okay. Like your mommy said, next year (; Your cousins are chill as hell. ROFL. CLASS OF 99 (; and " Was there a South Pointe when you guys ... ? " HAHA. yeeaah. I had tons of fun today. Congratulations on learning how to play Big 2 (; The tacos were great. I still don't know your cousins' names, except for Curtis. I hope you and Sarah are having fun right now! I learned tons of things today about you guys, and I'm sure your cousins did too about you (; And I love how they totally embarassed Curtis like crazy (: They're pretty awesome, and you're pretty lucky. Anyway anyway, thanks for inviting me. Let's hang out again soon ?

"I’ve learned that no matter what happens, or how bad it seems today, life does go on, and it will be better tomorrow. I’ve learned that you can tell a lot about a person by the way he/she handles these three things: a rainy day, lost luggage, and tangled Christmas tree lights. I’ve learned that regardless of your relationship with your parents, you’ll miss them when they’re gone from your life. I’ve learned that making a “living” is not the same thing as making a “life.” I’ve learned that life sometimes gives you a second chance. I’ve learned that you shouldn’t go through life with a catcher’s mitt on both hands; you need to be able to throw something back. I’ve learned that whenever I decide something with an open heart, I usually make the right decision. I’ve learned that even when I have pains, I don’t have to be one. I’ve learned that every day you should reach out and touch someone. People love a warm hug, or just a friendly pat on the back. I’ve learned that I still have a lot to learn. I’ve learned that people will forget what you said, people will forget what you did, but people will never forget how you made them feel."
— Maya Angelou

best i ever had .

i haven't touched this blog in a pretty long time ? i had a pretty good birthday. i know it's late. but i wanna say thank you to all the guys who said happy birthday (: uhmm, transformers, man . that was a good moviee . holly's living over right now . and it's pretty okay ? my best friend is still at taiwan right now and i miss him so so much :( he's coming back in like twentyish days. THAT SEEMS SO LONG :( so like two weeks of summer school has passed. the end of next week is finals ? dang it seems so fast :( my life's been pretty okay . soo yeah . i'm just waiting for my restaurant city's people's energy level to go down to 75 . then i'm gonna put them to rest and go shower . so this is kinda like a time consuming thingy (: brian beettter let me paint his face when he gets back :( OMG VINCENT LU, THAT HOEBAG :( ughhh , he angers me . so i'm not picking up his phone calls right. he's so retarded. no joke :( holly is still so pet society obsessed :D wait, no, AMY CHEN IS (: uhmmm , i'm pretty tired . i've been up till like 3 these past feew days . OH, church has been pretty funn (: i finally got my beach towel back. holly remembered :D uhmmm , basically . yeah . bye guys (:

bleehhh .

i feel sick at the pit of my stomach of this crap .
whatever.
so two more days !
till summer school .
or actually no, it's only oneish more ?
pretty excited for beach tomorrrow ! (:
what to do for my birthday ?
suggestions ?

CRYSTAL'S .

today was funn (:
crystal's, village, suzanne park, back to village, back to crystal's house (:
i can't believe summer school's on monday ):
i hope during summer school, i don't get stuck by the train and then be late .
holly's moving in soon ! thursday ?
beeach on sunday <3
i can't wait (:
me and floo have some catching up to do :D

it's not like i don't understand .

男女朋友分手之後，變成了談心的好朋友。
慢慢的...兩個人的世界不再有那麼多的交集。
我以前曾經想過與前男友度過一生而終老，
但是卻發現那位置已經不再屬於自己。
然而...依然想關心彼此，但始終明白彼此不會有未來。
雖然看起來很像愛，卻僅止於關心而不到愛。
當初對彼此的虧待，是出自於不瞭解愛；
等到沒有後來，才瞭解什麼是愛情。
如今不免感慨，因為未來已不是那個曾經以為的未來。
不過依然相信著，無論多遠的未來，都有對方在身旁互相鼓勵著。

hunter li .

made my day today. thanks, holly (:
my shoulders are sore :P
i've been eating this rice thing for five hours, and i'm still not done .
it's gettting really disgusting .
so much has happened .
idk what i REALLY feel about it yet .
idk if i'm ready to let go .
but i do want you guys to go ahead and do whatever you want .
i dont want me being there to stop you .
i've half-let go .
what about the other half ?
idk .

I never thought I fall for you as hard as I did
You got me thinking about our life, our house and kids
Every morning I look at you and smile
Cause boy you came around and you knocked me down
Sometimes love comes around
and it knocks you down
just get back up
when it knocks you down

well, not really life, house and kids (:
but yeah .

it's officially summer .

can you believe it ? the whole school year already passed . finals are done . we're done with everything. finals, either you did good or bad, don't matter anymore . cuhs that's in the past. and you can't change it . try better next year ? yeeah . graduation was fun . our little concession stand with mr. lu, michelle, shannon, kay, kim, james, and ryan . nachos, i don't wanna eat that in the next few weeeks :P too much of it, is pretty sickening . so, yesterday, after school, i went down to COT with kay, vincent, and philip. we couldn't decide on what to eat, so we rock-paper-scissored it :D vincent won, so we went to go eat that chinese place . it was pretty good . :D but vincent took all my chicken ! that fatty . afterwards, we were pretty stuffed. but then, vincent still wanted COT. so we went there . and philip and vincent got theirs. aand that made me want some too ): so, i went to go get some :D vincent again, took all my gummy bears. and kay took all my mochis ): nooooot fair ! hmph . then, we walked back up to dbhs . my mom saw us a little less than half way. so we went into the car and ditchedd vincent . we went back to my house. kay and my brother played with restaurant city for a while. they're so obsessed (: and then, kay fell asleep on my couch . when it was 430, i woke her up and went to dbhs . we were sitting on the railings and just talking and taking pictures. then, we met up with justin to get in. we got to the main concession stand, waited for the food, rode in the back of a golfcart to go down . got ready and started our concession stand (: it was really funn . cuhs the lady wasn't there. and it was mr. lu in charge . i saw florence. and tim tu and other allmales. uhm, what else ? there was a police officer who was really nice (: uhm, and yeah . oh, i saw marvin too :D i was like OMG, MARVIN, HI !(: and he was like, heeey (:


i don't feel like blogging anymore .
let's just say, yesterday was pretty fun .

1.5 more days !

the school feeels so empty now . without the seniors. idk if it's just where i eat lunch . becuhs eric , johnny, steven, and them are gone ? idk . maybe . the weather has been pretty gloomy . amy chen's moving tomorrow . well, techinically she's going on the airplane tomororw. her mom pretty much shippped everything back already. muchos pictures con amy tomorrow ? hopefully . she's leaving during lunch ? or what. idk . i forgot what she said . i really should be studying right now. but i've pretty much given up on math and bio . idk . it needs too much of my attention . mmmmm. i'm gonna bomb my finals tomorrow. shieeeet . ;salkdjfow; . i don't even know why i bother anymore . eff my life . i didn't like today. well, no, actually, it was okay. i just don't know why i'm in a depressing mood NOW. like since 10:30. nothing happened, so why ? hormones. i blame it on hormones. fck . haha . vivian's having frienship problems again . with MK (: i remember what holly said when she first met her . OMG , YOU'RE VIVIAN'S EX BEST FRIEND ! i started laaaaughing . take me out on friday. find something for me to do ):

cpk & up .

yesterday, was pretty fun . i finally got to meet the famous vincent, gong, and doris. ahaha . uhm , up was really good (: we went to downtown brea to watch it . and then i used those free tickets that jessica gave me. THANK YOU, WIFEY . (: mmm. sorry for picking the worst seats in the world, guys ): well, it wasn't that bad once the movie got its toll on the little kids . haha . i wished we watched it 3D, that would've been awesome . seirously (: it was mother freaking freezing when we got out of the theatre. my teeth were like chattering and crap (: ahaha . i really don't feel like a long post. cuhs since i've got a shit load of crap to do . OH, I FINISHED MY AUDIO SLIDESHOW ! now, i've got to study for finals like hell . UNLIMITED, here i come (; well, hopefully. anyway, afterwards, rebecca's mom took us to brea to eat dinner. cpk, man ! before that, we went into mac, cuhs amy wanted to get eyeliner. then, down to macy's area . we didn't go in though . and then, i was texting. and something came up for calvin , so i ended up not meeting him ): the buzzer thingy buzzed . so me and amy headed up for cpk. got the table. we got seat outside. HAHA. but they had the heater thingy overhead. and it was getting really hot. so we asked them to turn it off. we took forever to eat. cuhs we took forever to order our food (: crystal and doris arrived ! then, they ordered too. we got to eat. the whole time we were waiting for our food, gong was inside watching the game . LAKERS WON ! (: jiyoung were pretty psyched (; then , dinner was good. thhe california club pizza's good . vincent ordered the weirdest thing ever, but it turned out pretty good (: haha . uhm , and then, rebeccah's mom came to pick us up . we went to rebeccah's house. i went on the cpu . amy had to leave ): then, jiyoung and them arrived. we got the cake. it was ice cream and shaped like a purse (: sang a horrible happy birthday to rebeccah (: then , we cut it and ate it. vincent and gong ran into rebeccah's room and locked it. GAY SEX (; ahaha . mmm, i carried the plate in there. and started to finish it. then , vincent and gong were talking about some moral thing. they told me they had to tell me. and then, they kicked rebeccah out AGAIN (: cuhs they felt like it was a secret. it was the stupidest moral in the world. no kidding. because of all the suspense and stuff. trust me, rebeccah . wait, did you find out what it was from gong ? anyway, the rest was pretty chill . crystal and doris left after the cake. then sarah left. then vincent and jiyoung left. then i left. gong was still there when i left. ahha . uhm, happy late birthday rebeccah ! (: i liked yesterday :D

yearbooks.

mmm . this week , my 18 year old cousin finally graduated. props to him . i remember in the summer, he was making fun of me and his sister for becoming little freshmen and he himself was gonna be a high, godly senior. we made fun of him back saying how he was gonna be a freshman next next year . and he was like, oh, we've still got a long time, let's just get through this year first. and look at where we are now . you know ? it seemed so far away just 9 months ago, but now, it's like right here . there's no escaping it. holman just said it was the most tiring week of his senior year. and i bet it was. dude. ): i don't like graduation. coming to an end. i wrote in brian's year book today. i was really a;slkdjf . i was gonna go really deep . but my madre was almost here and i had to go. so i just wrote really big on the first page, i think i'll continue today. i'm gonna be so mushy, puahah . it's okay. he's a girl anyway. uhm, yearbook was crazy today. there was so much people O___x oh, our yearbook's effing thick too . haha . mmmm, i remember last year. when we got our yearbook, that day, everyone was signing. it didn't matter whether you would still get to see each other next year or not. it was the end of eighth grade. the end of middle school. the end of the three years we spent together. and yeah . we went crazy (: we just sat at the lunch tables, went around homerooms, signing yearbooks the whole day. i remember, we even had one for riki. LOL (: uhm, yeah . the end of the years are always depressing . math final tomorrow ! i gotta study. unlimited, here i come (;

rebeccah's birthday tomorrow.
suuuper excited.
UP IN 3D !
f'sho .

there, happy ? (;

memorial ?

i need a long long post. i need to write one of those super long posts again . and since i have the time and i'm kinda up for it, i'll do it right now .
this past week or so has been amazing . you know, i really don't feel the butterflies anymore. and he's becoming more and more of a friend now . i guess that's good, but idk . i kinda miss the butterflies (; now that i've got my pathetic of a love life resolved. i feel like i should talk about this weekend . the memorial weekend . i think has been the busiest memorial weekend in those 14 years of my life i've ever had. friday.! was the bomb . the movie was good, cheesy. but i like cheesy, sometimes, anyway (: uhm , i really thought it wasn't gonna turn out that good . since philip and everything :\ but it was kinda really funn . souplantation. OMG. we waited forever for that stupid line ! and i got full from the nachos. kay did her "i told you so" thing. but i gotta agree with her :D we sang beautifully for philip han . HAPPY BIRTHDAY KIDDO . really late anyway. and then when phillip left, we just took pictures on the sidewalk. a bit dangerous i might add (; uhm, then vivian's daddy came to pick us up. and i went home . my mom wasn't THAT pissed, even though she sounded really pissed off on the phone . and then , saturday was pretty funn too . jiejie, happy FIFTEENTH ! how does it feel to be old? (; uhm, i got up around 9ish ? showered. went to holly's house. laid on the bed for like five minutes. called philip han and wished him a happy birthday. i was gonna call him at 12 , but i forgot ): sorry, kiddo ! and then i got up, and started the ritual (: dress, hair (: and then , i went on the cpu . one of holly's friend sent her this song. taylor swift- fifteen . LOVE IT ! (; and then, hunter came. i bitched about how i wanted to get out of the dress and change into jeans. i actually did it. but she didn't have any tanktops for the dress shirt. and without the dress shirt made me look fat. and i changed back into the dress. went out . met up with chris at plaza walk . missha. videostore. arcade. have you ever walked into the arcade with a long flowy white dress? RROFLMAO. yeah , and then, cue . two machines ! or three ? no, two . and then , went to life plaza. got ice cream float. hunter and chris talked about girls. me and holly went into the bathroom . took pictures. came out . went to. uhm . where'd we go after that ? i forgot ): but we ended up in genki living aftewards. holly and hunter had a tuna salad thing . and then, plaza walk again . arcade. and holly's daddy came to take us to TGI's. honestly, tgi wasn't as bad as i thought it would be . (: he seems really happy. so there's really not much you can do with it . it's an adult thing ? uhmm, yeah , anyway, so we went to the video store near church to borrow marley and me & marie antonette . we went home and watched it . it wasn't that sad . christopher was flashing his shirt the whole time we were taking pictures. it was pretty funnny (: he left, then i left. i'll skip the details about those two people next to me during the movies (; puahaha .

i'll blog more later maybe. i kinda lost interest in the middle .
OH. I WATCHED TRUE BLOOD . it's pretty good (: only first part though !
christopher got a new girl . AGAIN O____x
happy birthday, josh kawate !

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five more effing days ):

school, shopping, movies, souplantation .
yeahp, that's the plan (:

notes ?

so right now I'm in bio. and we're watching a video about giving birth . I don't feel good . kinds like I wanna cry . I have like about ten more. inutes of class to write about what has been happening in my life. so these last few days have been like a roller coaster ride. I never thought I would be in this situation. if you asked me two months ago, I'd be like wtfreak ?! what are you smoking ? gosh . giving birth sounds effing painful. yeah anyway , he's right. times passing way too fast . six more days ); I'm gonna miss you so so much ); no more stalking . haha (: when I get home , I'm gonna take a long long nap . and then I'll wake up later (: uhm , I need this sleep ); asdfghjkl. fml. juustkidding . cheek to cheek smile (: Im gonna write more later .


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uhm , so yeah. i'm at home now . i love having tann in my bio table (: i gett to use his phone in class. text, youtube , and safari (: puahaha . uhm , so . HOLLY DONG YOU OWE ME TWENTY BUCKS FOR REBECCCAH'S PRESENT! my mom just reminded me (: she was looking in my stuff and she found those shoes. and she's like what is that ? and i'm like oh, rebeccah's present. and that reminds me ! holly owes me money (: ahaha . jiejie, you know i love you :D bffls, man. you would never be replaced by flo (; LOL. today afterschool, me and amy and brian went to irving's room . cuhs she had to give her letter to her glc for the whole taiwan thing. me and brian took a picture to replace holly's picture as amy's background . :D and she has to keep it forever and ever. even in taiwan . we should take one ALL together . (: dude. i'm gonna miss her like soo so so so much. dang it ); it's depressing . today , was better :D i think it's cuhs i didn't see josh in the morning ! :D puahaha . i blame it on him, he ruins my day all the time ); ahaha . jkay :D uhm , in PE today, some girl fainted in third period. so for our fourth period, we had to stand outside for like 15 minutes before we could go into the locker roomm. and then julia left me to help with the speeches . and then, i saw kay walk out of src too. today at lunch , we got to sit in ms. liao's room . cuhs it was effing hot outside (: i love the fact that she lets us. she's such a nice teacher (: so we had the AC on and everything (: OMG. DISNEYLAND GRAD NIGHT. freaking holman. he showed me a video of it. and i'm like OMGOMGOMG ); WE BETTER HAVE GRAD NIGHT WHEN WE GRADUATE. and we better be able to go with whs . cuhs holman's going this thursday? i think . anyway. summmmmer ! we've got to hang . everyone . (: uhm . i have so much crap to do for the summer though . today, me and jessica went into auten's room , so she can change her chinese AP thing. and we ended up changing math too . but now, i think i kinda regret it ): i was in spanish, and i asked jeremy if calc is hard. and he's like nah , it's chill and pretty easy. so now, i kinda think that i can take it on . you know ? but then sam said something about solid A in alg2/trig . i have a freaking solid B. so idk if i can make it ): uhm, yeah . hollly, what are you doing on friday?




I DIDN'T GET MY HUG TODAY ! >:(
i'm unhappy !