Bu, wan mei .

I think... there's a cricket inside my house. Like, hiding somewhere. Cuhs it's really really loud. I just wasted like an hour doing this FB note thing. You guys should check it out :) I probably tagged you if you were any important. Teehee. So yesterday basically was swimming, going out to eat, and playing egyptian war with Donald. No lies, I won thirteen games out of fourteen. My brother got kinda pissed off in the end, cuhs he kept losing :) So we stopped playing, and he went to sleep. Vincent got two out of thirty on my game thingy. Wow, thanks :P So, San Diego on the 21st and registration on the 6th. Mmm. Nothing much happened today. I'm kinda tired, but not really. I finished another one of those chinese story thingies ! ♥ No lies, I love 穿越小説s. I don't know what I would do without them. I haven't been playin solitaire lately. Should I start again? I never got water and ice cubes in restaraunt city D: That's pretty sad, and Brian Liu took all of my limes >:( But it's okay, cuhs I got what I neeeded in return. Teehee. So, I don't feel really well, but I don't why :P Fml. Just really down ? Kinda, like empty on the inside. But whatever, I'll be fine tomorrow :)

Aerodynamically, bumblebees shouldn't be able to fly, but the bumblebees don't know that so they go on flying anyway.

Once in a lifetime to find HIM.

Tutor seriously ruins my life, yo. Well, it's 2-5 and it's right smack dab in the middle of the day. Sorry, I couldn't stay later, guys :( Today, I woke up around ten o'clock. Megan came, and we talked for a bit. She told me some new stuff ;) And I got dressed. We went downstairs on the computer for like five minutes to check out this stuff she just told me. Then, my brother told us to Brian's house. When we got there, he probably just woke up too :) But it's alright. He was on the computer for like two minutes, and then we went upstairs. We were just listening to music and talking. I don't even remember what we were talking about :) Oh, I found this really cute thing that Christine made him when he went to Carnegie. And then, we went downstairs to go play Wii. Christine and Tiffany made their Miis, and it was so funny :) I'm sorry, Brian, but I gotta say, your sisters took all the funny genes in the family, cuhs what happen to youuu ? (; Jk, best friend ! ♥ You're so lazy. You won't even check how to spell Carnegie for me. Hmph. Anyway, me and Megan played golf for a little while. She beat me like crazy D: Then, Christine and Brian played baseball. I've gotta say, Christine got owned. Then William came, and he brought Brawl and two more controllers. So we started playing golf again, cuhs I said I was gonna beat Megan :) Anyway, we lost track of time, and we, well I, were gonna be late for tutor. So we headed out to Tenren's for lunch. When we were almost turning into DiamondPlaza, Rebeccah calls to tell me that she was gonna come get me soon. And I was like Okay. So I ordered my food To-go, Rebeccah came. Rebeccah and I went to Life to get her Passionfruit green tean with boba :) Then, I stayed around for like ten minutes for my food and then left. Being the genius I am, I remember that I forgot to leave money with them when I'm IN the car and DRIVING. Nice, right? So I owe Brian money right now . Then, we went to tutor. Everything was fine. Then it was break. I go outside of Alpha to call Brian, and I see Vivian walking in the parking lot, and I'm like wtf? 我眼花啦? Anyway, turns out she was there to see Nancy, and Jessica was with her. So I raaaan downstairs to find Jessica crying. There's a lot of crap going on, and I spent my entire break talking with her. Then, I had to get back to class, and Vivian's dad came to take her and Jessica home. Time passed by so slow in class today :( After Alpha, I called up Jessica and was like Hey girl, you gotta get yo ass down here, and we gotta chill down at Life, yeah? Well, not in those exact words ;) Teehee. So anyway, her mommy came to pick me up from Alpha and took us to Tenren's. I went to Tenren's twice today :) Well, so did Jessica, but I went to the exact same one :) She went to the one in Yes Plaza. Anyway, we ordered the shaved ice and the fries, and we just sat there and talked for two, three hours. It was nice, catching up with her :) So, it was like eight, and her dad called. She told her dad to leave the house in ten minutes, and we walked to the space in front of Life to do some more talking. And it was my turn. I told her everything basically from the end of the school year. Like a short summary, kinda? Well, yeah. I've gotta say, we've both changed and yet we're the same people at the same time.
I'm glad we had this catch up day today, Jessica :) Thanks, I needed it.
Sorry for ditching you, Megan! It's okay, you got them boys (;
Brian Dzou, there's alway next time! And I'll make sure that I won't have tutor the day of, yeah ? :)

Boy, you fucked up this time .

Today, I woke up and went to go eat dim sum with my cousins. Then, afterwards, we ended up at my cousins' place in west co. We were just catching up and stuff, and I realized that my little cousins have grown so much. Later on, freaking Holman had to throw me in the pool :P So, I showered at their place, came back to my house for like two minutes, then went out with Vincent. We went to Puente, and Crystal met up with us. We were at Tilt for a bit. Vincent was racing with Robert, and then Crystal and I went to go get BR's. Yay for gold medal ribbon :)We were gonna watch Hangover. I watched it already, but they haven't watched it. So I, being the bigger person, was gonna comply with them (; Teehee. So we split the money for a ticket, and Robert snuck us in. He didn't use up the ticket, so he actually got a refund for it in the end. So we got to watch the movie for free :) So anyway, we got in, and we were right outside of Orphan. So we decided to watch that instead. It was pretty creepy. I got scared bunches of times. Me and Crystal are probably not gonna sleep tonight :) Eeeep. So stay up, homes. I'm probably gonna call one of you :) Gosh, that girl's eyes just haunt me. A;aslkdjf;. So, afterwards, we went to go get Souplantation. And then, AI. We were gonna go to Cue, but it closed at 10 on sunday. Freaking Crystal, you had to be home at 1030 :( It's okay, there's always next time, right ? :) After we took Crystal home, we went to Starshine Park, and we just chilled there for a while till this creepy guy came up to us and was like," Oh, the park's closed." What BS, well I think so :) Overall, nice day. Kinda, anyway.

I don't know what to say. You're probably gonna see this. You said I could trust you, and I did. I even stood up for you. Now I feel so stupid for standing up for something that wasn't even right in the first place. I argued with him like hell over it. I said that if you said you weren't there, then I believe you. We got into a huge argument, and he wouldn't talk to me for weeks. I don't understand why you wouldn't tell me the truth in the first place. It wouldn't have been such a big deal if you told me what you had done. None of this would've happened. Now, I don't know what I'm gonna say to him, cuhs he WAS right in the first place. I can't believe I didn't see it... I don't know how to talk to you now. I wanna be able to trust you again, but I'm sure that next time you tell me something, I'll have to wonder if that's the truth, if that's really it. Why did you lie ? Why did you make her lie? No, I'm not gonna do anything to her. I'm not even gonna mention anything to her, even though you'll probably tell her. Is that really all you care about ? FML.

Sorry, Vincent. I really am :( I'm sorry I didn't believe you in the first place.

Outerspace, spaceships trips kinda love.

This picture reminded me of what Holly said in small group today :)

So today, I woke up around 3 only to find out that mi madre wasn't home. So I went to the kitchen to find food, but I wasn't that hungry. I got cherries and sat there and watch my favorite episode of Hannah Montana. The one where she had to choose between Jake Ryan and Jesse. :) Then, my brother drove us to LA Fitness around four ? He dropped me and Donald off. We were there till around 530. My brother saw William again! I couldn't see anything, cuhs I didn't have my contacts on. We left and went to go get L&L. We got home. I showered. Donald was watching Kendra, then he showered. We went out to go hang out with my cousins. I haven't seen my cousin in forever and we were just catching up for a long time. I got home around 8? Josh came and picked me up. I called Brian on the way there cuhs I got a missed call from him. I told him that we were gonna be late and stuff. We got there and we had to walk, cuhs there were no more parking spaces. When we got there, we saw Chris and Aaron. Chris had McDee's :) He finished his burger, and Josh went to go find him Tylenol. We went in. Brian scooted in next to Matthew to get me a seat. I sat between Brian and Justin. Chris sat behind Justin. Justin was so stupid. So there was a slit in the seat and he put his phone in. He couldn't get it out, and I saw that. I started laughing really hard :) Matthew and Aaron were staring at me like I was an idiot :) Ahaha. I was texting Vincent, but then he died on me :P So, Holly didn't realize I came until more than half way through the lecture. I was gonna surprise her, but the guy in front of me moved, so she saw me :P I told her I wasn't gonna come. Lol :) Small group was crazy. Josh was right, he couldn't handle us. I mean, just take today as an example. We were all over the place. Well, Brian, Aaron, and Chris were. They were throwing these chair accessories to each other. One hit me, and it hurt. Best friend gave me a semi-massage, but he stopped :( We've got to hang out! With the fat china man too. Hehe, LOVE YOU CHRIS :) They tried persuading Josh to have small group at Dolphin Bay :) Teehee. It was Pastor Soon-Teck's birthday today, so we had cake. Dolphin afterwards. Stupid cardtricks :P I didn't get them! I got a mango slush and got Holly and ru rou fan. I kept on taking some of Brian's, cuhs he was looking for the hot sauce :) Josh took us home afterwards. We first went to Holly's house to get my stuff. Thank you Holly Dong, say thank you to your daddy for me! Then we went homee. And yeahp. That was my day :)

Sometimes the hardest thing
to let go of is something you never really had.
What could've happened, didn't.
It's just the way the cookie crumbled.
This is my goodbye to you.
I'll never forget the way you made me smile.

It’s laughing with your friend at a time when you shouldn’t. It’s the sweat in your palms wanting to know someone you see and the pit in your stomach when they actually see you. It’s being touched by hands that aren’t your own. It’s the thrill of an escape that almost wasn’t. It’s the embarrassment you feel, naked for the first time. It’s helping a friend find something they lost. It’s a smile, a joke, a song. It’s what someone does that they like doing. It’s what someone does that they like remembering. It’s the thinking of things you may never do and the doing of things you may never have though. It’s the road ahead and the road behind. It’s the first step and the last and every one in between, because they all make up the good life. –The Good Life

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Last day of summer school. Hooray !

Why am I so happy all the time? Hmmm, that's a good question. Doris, you got me this time. I don't think it's exactly that I'm HAPPY all the time. I think it's just that I try to see the brighter sides of things. I let myself get beat up, but then I get over it and start all over again. But yeah, I was just thinking about that.

So enough with the emotional crap (; Finally done with summer school ! I didn't ace the class but I got 87% B+ for the second semester. Not that much, right ? :) Anyway, Crystal and them are so mean to me D: Well, Crystal, Gong, and Vincent. I love Doris, Sarah, and Rebeccah :) Well, freaking Rebeccah's mean to me too, but not as much today, cuh's she was preoccupied (; Teehee, don't kill me, Beccah :) Today was basically failed movie night, but it was fun anyway. Robek's, In-n-out, Crystal's house, Dirty Minds, Sexy Slang (I fail at being judge D: ), Classic Burger, Suzanne Park, back to Crystal's house. My favorite time of the day? SuzannePark . So after Rebeccah and them left for AlohaBBQ, Vincent got hungry, and he's like let's go to Classic Burger. Who's up for it? And we all were, so we all went. Thank you, Crystal's mom ! She paid for us :) I had a bacon cheeseburger. Yum :) It was really big, so I didn't get to finish it. I went there before; I just never knew the place was called Classic Burger. My brother took me there once when he was still in high school, which was what? 7 summers ago ? yeahh :) But anyway, the food was good. The conversation was too :) We were talking about Secret Life, then Hannah Montana, then other stuff. It just drifted farther and farther away from Secret Life, but it's okay, cuhs I liked it :) And I love how Vincent took no part in the talking AND spilled oil on his pants. :) Oh ! I remember Knott's Scary Farm came up somewhere in the conversation :) Anyway, afterwards, we were STUFFED. No joke, so we went to Suzanne Park to hang around to digest the food. First, we walked over to the bathrooms cuhs' Crystal, Vincent, and Doris had to use the bathroom. I remember I was spinning around in circles when Doris was in the bathroom. Then, I got super dizy, and I kneeled down and put my head down. It looked like I was bowing or something, according to Doris :) OH ! Shoetakers are evil :P You guys know what I'm talking about, hmph .! I got splinters in my foot for that. Argh. Anyway, yesterday was really fun. We were gonna go to cue and vantage point afterwards, but I couldn't go. and neither could Doris or Sarah. So we didn't end up going. Maybe next time ? I don't know when's the next time I'm gonna see you guys. Well, excluding Rebeccah, Josh, and Vincent.

Richie just IMed me and was like," Did you accomplish the 'ace chem.' thingy in your info ?" and I'm like >;O no. ROFL. Well, I technically did half of it, but I don't think that counts. Rofl. (; I'm gonna miss Walnut. Technically, I'm gonna miss everyone there, but I'll still come back to visit! You guys gave me a hell of a good first-time WHS experience. I'll never forget it. Maybe next year? Idk yet :) Crystal Lee, my favorite WHS senior <3 I'm gonna miss you, girl. This summer was fun, and like I said in my letter, I never knew that when I met you way back during winter break that we'd get this closer like now. I'll definitely ride in your pink car. You can come visit me when the school year starts in DB with your cute pink car, and we can go to Universal's !(; Favorite word: JERK ! Jillian, you're a cuuutie. Even though you won't read this, I'll still write a little something about you. Thanks for making chem a fun class for me :) Well, not really, but seriously? Thanks for listening to me and letting me sit in your seat when you go to the bathroom. And when you come back, you have to go get another chair and pull it up to the table. I trust you too, babe ♥ Kevin Gong, break is always fun with you! I'm pretty sure you won't see this, cuh's as far as I know, you do not have an existent account on Blogspot. Sorry for killing your Vanilla Bean Frap :) It was yummy. Puahah. It sucks how you TAed for Yu-Wong. If you TAed for Braviroff, we'd have so much fun. But you hate Braviroff, so whatever :) Sarah Davila, I haven't seen you since fifth grade, and I would never thought in a million years, that I'd be able to know you like this. July 4th BBQ ! Crystal's a jerk, but I love you ♥ Christopher Yu, I haven't had a class with you since like what? Sixth grade? It's okay, I don't have to say bye cuh's we're still gonna see each other at church anyway! Wesley Wu, thanks for not kicking me off of your seat during the first half of the six weeks :) Thanks for being smart, and thanks for not giving me any of those delicious teabags you had ! >;O You've gotta keep that "I Hate You" sign on your binder forever. Philip Wang, I'm gonna miss you too. Thanks for teaching me cool card tricks. Thanks for adding me on facebook so we started talking :) I'm sorry that we didn't get to know each oother very well. Who knows, maybe next year ? :) Anyone else? I think that's it.

SOORRRY VINCENNT LU. I'M STUPID :(
I know you're not mad, but I still feel bad :(
sorry for always screwing up everything, guys .

All over again .

So today, I woke up at 430 in the afternonn. Genius, right? Yeah, I know :) I woke up, took a shower, and called Holly. I forgot she was at dma, and when I called her to ask if her dad could take me to church, she was like, Annie Wong, I'm at UCR. And I was like. OH YEAH, oops, guess I forgot :) Then I called Josh to take me. Then Rebeccah called and she was like OMG, I JUST SAW A HOOKER ON MY STREET. and I started laughing :) Teehee. Anyway, Brian came back ! I saw him today, he didn't look one bit 12 pounds overweight. Freaking a. I don't know where he put it all ! So it was canoozi night, and it was pretty funn :) I liked the... let's see. the one with the thinking up names for certain categories. We lost :( But it's alright, cuhs we won for the pictionary thingy. Teehee. After church, we went to dolphin bay. Played big2 and texas. I didn't play texas cuhs I didn't know how. I can't believe I still don't know how after 5 weeks of chem class. ROFL. My back hurts right now. :P So yeah, I came home and I webcammed with Holman and Helen. I haven't seen them in forever, but maybe sunday ? Idk. Freaking summer school, I can't go to vegas with them D: Teehee :) Chris Yu came back ! Brian and I gotta go hang out with him. Oh, he got me my magazine. F'sho :) ss501 was the cover, so I was a little disappointed, but Ariel Lin was the other cover. So I'm okay :) 4 more days of summer school ! Whooo. Wednesday is Crystal's Bday dinner, Thursday's movie night. :D I can't waait :) Well, I'm really not in the mood for writing miles long of stuff I did, so yeah :) Goodbyee :D

After all these months, all this time, so much has happened. The talks, the phone calls, the laughs and the feelings. If I were to look back on them, I would never have believed that, that person was once me. I wouldn't recognize that girl because she's so different from me. But I guess changing and moving on is growing up, I'm growing up and finding out what kind of person I want to be for the rest of my life. And maybe in the future, there are more changes to come, but as for right now, this is who I'm proud to be.

Love is overrated. Biochemically no different from eating large quantities of chocolate.

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She's like a star .

Don't worry us anymore than you do, please. I miss you, as your old pretty happy self, without all the string attached. Can we just go back, just a little?

Blogspot is like a puzzle. You kinda have to guess what the person is posting about, and then when you finally figure it out, you get kinda happy. ROFL :) Whatever, it's okay.

So ! yesterday was okay. No dota gathering though, cuhs Justin and Chris didn't bring a computer. Josh is stupid for buying alienware for college. :) It's so chunky and heavy. You're gonna have hell trying to haul that thing around, but it's okay. You'll get buffer (; So Holly and Hunter didn't end up going to Discovery. So I woke up, took a shower, thinking that she wasn't home anymore. Then, I see her coming up the stairs yelling, " Annie! My love." O___x Talk about freaky (; Around fiveish, Josh came to pick us up, then we headed to Puente to pick up Justin and Chris. Josh got us boba. Thank you, Josh ! :) So Chris and Justin rock-paper-scissored for the bitch seat when we got to the car, and of course, Justin won. So Chris had to sit in the middle. I don't even see why he bothers; he always loses when he's playing Justin :) Got to Josh's houses. Oh when we were going there, we were debating whether to go pick up Aaron, who lived all the way in Walnut. We didn't in the end, but he did find his own ride ! :) So we watched Changeling for like two minutes. JoshLeu has an Austrilian cousin ! :D Ohmygosh, that's so cool. Josh said that he had an accent, but I didn't hear it all night :( I was waiting for it too ! Rofl. So we ate, and it was really good :) We had beef, bacon, lettuce, mushrooms, shrimps, fish, and rice. Oh, we made shirley temples too :) 7up + that weird syrup thing + grapefruit juice :) I seriously thought they were alcoholic. Rofl. Everyone was so full in the end, except for Chris. And he ate so much! What a fattie. And then, we played Monopoly. I kinda gave up on it :) Hunter was giving us clues and stuff and then Holly got mad. PUAHAHAH. so yeahh . Afterwards, HarryPotter and Mythbusters. Holly wouldn't stop taking pictures.

The important thing is not to be bitter over life's disappointments. Learn to let go of the past, and recognize that every day won't be sunny. And when you find yourself lost in the darkness of despair, remember, it's only in the black of night that you see the stars, and those stars lead you back home.

Love is a minefield. You take a step, get blown to pieces, put yourself back together again, and stupidly take another step. I guess thats human nature. It hurts so much to be alone that we'd all rather blow up than be single.

-------edit X 7/17 1110PM
That was an old post.
Maybe last week? July eleventh .
Just thought I'd post it .

Back to the old ways.

Holly Dong woke me up like six times this morning. Freaking Hunter Li :) So, today, I was supposed to go to Holly's house, but I was too lazy. I woke up, took a shower, and then told Holly to just go without me. Then, I went back to sleep x) Teehee. Afterwards, I woke up around 4ish and went on the computer. I swear, I'm so computer needy. I think I would die without my beloved cpu ♥ Anyways, then, I called Josh to pick Hunter, Holly, and me for church. They went by Holly's house first, then mine. We went looking for that taco stand in HK plaza, but I guess it wasn't there anymore :) Josh drove to Carl's Jr., and Holly, Hunter, and both Joshes had that. I went to go to Yogurtland :) Yay for frozen gummy bears! Well, not really. They made my jaw hurt from chewing too hard :( Then we left and went to RHCCC. We were sitting inside, but then I went outside to talk on the phone, and eventually, they all moved out to the wooden benches. Michelle and Chris were there, and then Faith came and brought Popsicles ♥ Hooray for cotton candy flavored iced treats (; Justin came, then Chris, and then we all went into the sanctuary for worship. Holly Dong is playing FFR right now :) What a laaameo :D Small group was pretty funny. We kept on getting distracted because of Justin and Chris. They're so retarded :) Iron man. Magic Trick. Silent contest. Charades :) Josh Kuang, Holly, and Justin with the charades thing :) "teacher, disappointed, at him, josh, Justin: ________ ) Secret (; Holly's playing this really pretty song right now :) I'm gonna go DL that song afterwards. Hehehe. Tracy and my inside joke :)♥ So tomorrow, no discovery science center. For Holly and Hunter, yes. Josh's BBQ ? Yes :) Hopefully, it'll be funn, but it's gonna gonna be a bunch of geeks playing dota and starcraft. Dota gathering. ROFLMAO. Mhmm. After church, dolphin bay. Mark still doesn't know who I am. I think that's pretty sad D: Itouch gunbound and stale boba. Rofl. I'll still need a ride for Josh's BBQ, and I still don't know what movie we're watching D: Oh wells, I'll figure it out tomorrrow :) That's it for now . :D

She believed in dreams, alright, but she also believed in doing something about them. When Prince Charming didn't come along, she went over to the palace and got him.

When I was five years old, my mom always told me that happiness was the key to life. When I went to school, they asked me what I wanted to be when I grew up. I wrote down ‘happy’. They told me I didn’t understand the assignment. I told them they didn’t understand life.

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Homemade Bongs.

Thursdays are the new fridays (; Ronald Regan later to talk to a friend I haven't gotten to catch up with. I'm kinda looking forward to it :) Hey There Deliah used to remind me of Rebeccah, now it reminds me of Orion x) Him and his little rice krispie gun. Seriously, such a kid. Chem is actually okay. I'm so unperverted, it's sad. Holly was taking a sex addict quiz thingy yesterday, and she got a pretty high score, and I didn't get anything :( It was like they showed you pictures and there were like sublimal sex images and stuff, and you had to answered if you saw the images. I didn't get any of it D: Well, that's not necessarily a bad thing.
So much for catching up, man. Whatevers :) Park was interesting enough. We were camerawhoring on megan's camera, and we did that thing, what's it called? Oh, Hardgay. Haha. That reminds me of Riki Kitagawa and Holly Dong. Megan gooot in trouble (; Cuhs she was being a rebel and ditching. Puahaha. Not really :) Today was interesting enough. The end, anyway. Haha. Today, we made rice krispies in Chem. Yumm♥ Such a huge chunk of margarine oil we used! But they turned out pretty good :) We needed more marshmallows and less rice krispies, but still. They were gooood. Guy fights are stupid. Not stupid, but is it necessary to have everyone talk about it afterwards? It's even worse than some girl dumping some guy. Worse as in, the gossip that circles around. It's really nan ting sometimes. Idk how to say that in english :) This isn't gonna work out. Crying over little fights every single night and crap like that :( No matter what happens, I just hope for the best, yeah? Hopefully, it'll be fine and settled quietly...

She said that she wanted to get high; he took her to the tallest hill in town. She said that she wanted to stay up all night & drink; he gave her a 12-pack of caffeinated Pepsi & said, "Drink up." She said that she wanted to shoot herself in the face; he gave her a water gun, put her finger on the trigger, aimed it at her face, & helped her pull the trigger. She said that she wanted to cut herself; he took a Polaroid of her, handed it to her along with scissors, & had her cut it up. She said that she wanted to see her blood; he took her to get her ears pierced. She said that she wanted to cry herself to sleep; he had her watch a sad, romantic movie before bed. She said that she wanted to be alone; he gave her a name tag that said, "My Name Is: Alone." She said that she wanted to have someone there to take care of her, always; he asked when he wasn't.

Although we adore men individually, we agree that as a group they are rather stupid.
-Mary Poppins

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Just my luck.

Whew. I just took a nap♥ Yay :) My brother came back today, and he brought my mom a cell phone, and me? Nada. :( How horrible. Mmmkay. So it went down today. I don't know what to say about it, and it's best if I don't say anything about it. I'll see how tomorrow goes? So yeah. I still have to make Jessica her friendship bracelet. Rofl. I totally forgot about that. Holly's watching her 90210 show as usual. I'm still kinda drowsy from the nap. I should start on my homework soon, since there's no copying tonight. I'll actually have to think. Today, for band, we had root beer floats and papa john's with sausage. So that was my dinnner. I'm kinda thirsty right now. I just saw the vids. It was pretty okay, I guess? I finished my chinese story thingy. :) Idk if I should start a new one. I kinda wanna :) I got water, and now I'm not thirsty anymore. Hooray :D Holly moved everything into my room today. I got new glasses! Not much to blog about these days, but that's a good sign (; I enjoyed stochiometry :) Well, it's not like I don't get this chapter. It's all pretty okay, but math made sense to me. Wow, Rebeccah and Jillian are right. I'm such a nerd D: Since we're on the topic of nerdyness anyway, I have to take SAT classes soon! ACI? or Elite? Probably ACI, Saturday mornings. Ugh, eff :( I'm gonna hate waking up in the morning. But whatevs :) I'll get over it because I'm asian like that. Goodbyeee loves :)

If he misses you, he'll call. If he wants you, he'll say it. And if he cares, he'll show it. If not, he can't be worth your time because you're obviously not worth his.

Eat that damn chocolate cake, get your hair wet, love someone, dance in those muddy puddles, tell someone off, draw a picture with crayons like you're still 6 years old and then give it to someone who is very important to you. Take a nap, go on vacation, do a cartwheel, make your own recipe, dance like no one sees you, paint each nail a different color, take a bubble bath, laugh at a corny joke. Get on that table and dance, pick strawberries, take a jog, plant a garden, make an ugly shirt and wear it all day, learn a new language, write a song, date someone you wouldn't usually go for, make a scrap book, go on a picnic, relax in the sun, make your own home video, kiss the un-kissed, hug the un-hugged, love the unloved, and live your life to the fullest. So when you're standing in front of heaven's gate that chosen day, you'll have no regrets, no sorrows, no disappointments.

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Pursue your dreams.

Yes, mam. I'm updating again. "hchsknights08" Ms. Alyssa Bernal, my new Youtube obsession. She's an amazing singer. Seriously, no joke. So my brother already got on his plaaane. His plane lands on 350PM tomorrow. Jiyoung won't believe that my last blog title was a song. I am saddened :( ROFLMAO. Saddened! Teehee. Holly's playing flute right now, and she's going pretty high. It's hurting my ears :( It's not that it sounds bad, just that the key's really high :) Jiyoung Han, I honestly love your blogspot song. Forever Ain't Enough♥ Today at break, Rebeccah and I were trying to figure out how the tune went. That song, along with Forever Yours and Shut Up by Simple Plan. Random, yes? But that's just the way we roll (; I had Alpha today. I don't think Arthur likes me. :( How retarded, but it's okay. I've got Rebeccah :) My Itunes is on, 24/7 now :) If the sun shuts down and decided not to shine no more, I would still have you, baby. Teehee. I still haven't finished my chinese story thingy I started like a month ago :\ How terrible! Holly oovoos with Hunter Li 24/7. It's pretty funny since Hunter doesn't have a webcam, and he usually doesn't have his mic hooked up. So he is replying on AIM, and Holly's just talking :) And she can't see his face, just that lame default oovoo display picture :D "No, you can't have a World War III with only one side fighting." JB♥ I need tomatos, sugar, and onions for my dishes! Anyone has any of them? I should start on my chem homework. Yay for stoichiometry. :) I think I'm weird, just cuhs everyone hates it and I like it. I hate quantum crap. Math makes sense for me, maybe I don't dislike math as much as I thought. Mhmm, so tomorrow, free pizza! Suzanne Park! root beer floats?

Do you have a bandaid? Cuhs I just scraped my knee falling for you.
Cute, huh ? :) Thanks, HollyDong.

"I love that feeling. You know, the one you get when you take a deep breath and suddenly everything feels like it's going to be okay. When you're hopeless as can be, and life is going nowhere, there's those moments we have every now and then where we just stop, and we get this feeling, that can't be described, but you just.. you just feel like everything really is going to be okay. Like the world stopped spinning for a second, and everything was clear. I need more of those moments."
-Sweetestsin_ox

Molar masses and FU conversions .

I'm glad you had fun. Best time ever since July `08 ? Congrats :)

My best friend is still in Taiwan. I miss him, but it's okay :) He'll be back in like a week? My brother is coming back in two days. Yay , I seriously have so much to tell him :D So, second semester of summer school just started today, and there's already so much more homework than the past three weeks. :\ Joshua Kuang comes back today! Someone's happy (; Wow, Brian just signed off on me without saying bye. How gay. Haha. Okay, I just convinced Gong to join Restaurant City. I feel proud of myself, and now, I'll get new ingredients :) I'm listening to the Lines, Vines, and Trying Times CD Holly got me. TurnRight. ♥ <---- That's supposed to be a heart, but since I can't do the less than three sign on Blogspot, cuhs it ends up erasing everything, ♥ will have to do. Mmm, I really don't have anything to really update about. I think guys are so immature. Whoa, thank gosh for autosave :) My internet just died, and without autosave, all of this would've been gone :( Haha. Gong's so lost about restaurant city. He gave me a strawberry. I DIDN'T WANT A FREAKING STRAWBERRY :( I have sucky luck today. "Neverending racetrack you call life." That's so true. Lol. Holly went to go shower, and I'll do the same after she's back. But it's only eight and kinda really early :) I'm drink boba right now, but it's sucky boba, the ones that come with your biandang? The ice melted, so it doesn't even taste like milk tea anymore. It's more like water :) Harry Potter and My Sister's Keeper with best friend soon ! He better hurry up, or else I'm watching it without him :(

Sorry guys, if I've been PMSing lately. I'll try to get better. I don't know what's wrong :\

Every girl wants a Prince Charming, and while he may be nice and all, I'm thinking that I'd rather have the guy that's gonna call at four in the morning just to say hi. Or someone who will stop by my house after just hanging up the phone because he wants to see how I'm really doing, because I said I was fine, but we both know I'm lying. Or the guy who'll stay home on a saturday night with me because I'm sick. That guy, that one guy, he may not be Prince Charming to anyone else, but he'd be my hero. My "knight in shining armor." Anyone who'd rather stay home on a Saturday night and hold my hair while I puke, that's a hero.

I fall so easy .

Crystal Dear . Somehow, you better find my blogspot. No, you better go update yours and put whatever you and Sarah were gonna put on it . I forgot :( It was something we came up with when we were on the trampoline? Anyway, today was fun. Thanks for inviting me (: The cousin thing was freaky. I came home and facebooked my cousin and asked him about it. He was like, oh yeah. Michelle's prom date was Curtis, and I'm like OMG. :D Brea Mall today! Thanks, Christopher. We ate Red Robins, went to PacSun, Forever21, AE, New York& Company, Zumeiz, H&M, and what else ? Idk. I forgot. Hahaha. Then, Chris's dad dropped me off at The Village, so I could get to Crystal's house. I walked there, and THEY WERE SUPPOSED TO MEET ME THERE HALFWAY. But being the lazy butts that they are, they walked super slow (: It's okay, I still love you guys. The phone thing. Crystal's itouch for music. Oh, I have to give you back your shirt. Right. Uhm, I still didn't get to each one of those hotdogs ! :( But it's okay. Like your mommy said, next year (; Your cousins are chill as hell. ROFL. CLASS OF 99 (; and " Was there a South Pointe when you guys ... ? " HAHA. yeeaah. I had tons of fun today. Congratulations on learning how to play Big 2 (; The tacos were great. I still don't know your cousins' names, except for Curtis. I hope you and Sarah are having fun right now! I learned tons of things today about you guys, and I'm sure your cousins did too about you (; And I love how they totally embarassed Curtis like crazy (: They're pretty awesome, and you're pretty lucky. Anyway anyway, thanks for inviting me. Let's hang out again soon ?

"I’ve learned that no matter what happens, or how bad it seems today, life does go on, and it will be better tomorrow. I’ve learned that you can tell a lot about a person by the way he/she handles these three things: a rainy day, lost luggage, and tangled Christmas tree lights. I’ve learned that regardless of your relationship with your parents, you’ll miss them when they’re gone from your life. I’ve learned that making a “living” is not the same thing as making a “life.” I’ve learned that life sometimes gives you a second chance. I’ve learned that you shouldn’t go through life with a catcher’s mitt on both hands; you need to be able to throw something back. I’ve learned that whenever I decide something with an open heart, I usually make the right decision. I’ve learned that even when I have pains, I don’t have to be one. I’ve learned that every day you should reach out and touch someone. People love a warm hug, or just a friendly pat on the back. I’ve learned that I still have a lot to learn. I’ve learned that people will forget what you said, people will forget what you did, but people will never forget how you made them feel."
— Maya Angelou