It seems like I've abandoned all my internet sites .

All but facebook and youtube. I barely go on tumblr, allkpop, and twitter. Twitter only n my itouch. How sad is that :( But I guess, it has its pros and cons. So right now, it's summer, and it's been a pretty eventful summer to say the least. I've been hanging out with a lot of kiddos. One a lot in particular. Yeah, Rocco Rizzo. I've basically seen him every single day since he came back, even though on thursdays it was only for like ten minutes. I hung out with him the whole day yesterday. Him and the boys. Evelyn came later on. We went to Harkins and movie hopped. It was.. Grown Ups, parts of Get Him To The Greek, parts of Toy Story3, and the A-Team. GHTTG was pretty disappointing. Maybe it was because of Russell Brand's accent, but I couldn't understand most of the things he said. That, in turns, kills the movie. Grown Ups and The A-Team was gooood. They were pretty funny. Grown Ups was pretty cliche, but still good. Afterwards, we went through Mickey D's drive-thru and got sweet tea cuhs I wanted some. Then we went back to his house and played Taboo, Jenga, and Monopoly with his sisters, his dad, and David. It was pretty fun, haha. They're so hilarious. Then, Rocco took me home. It was like 12 something already. On the way, we got pulled over by the popo because the officers ran a check on his license plate and it was like warranted or something. And then we got in trouble for curfew. But in the end, the officers were nice enough to let it slide but Rocco's daddy just has to go get a new license plate. So tired, then woke up today around 12ish. I wanna go swimming at Uncle's later. I think I'm gonna start on my summer work. Today is bound to be a relaxing day, I just know it (: Vincent, BE SAFE AT EDC ! other Vincent, hope you had funn (=

He turned around, looked right at me and said nothing. Not even "hi." It was as if the months we had spent together, the times I'd helped him out, just weren't important. As if they never happened.

It seems like I

whoa, i haven't been on here for a long time .

everything will be okay

I think God is really fair.

You always get ups and downs.
Whenever you're down, just remember you just had your up, and you're bound to go up again soon. Don't give up.
& of course, I have to remind myself, whenever I'm at a up, I'm bound to fall down, so treasure what I have and don't blame anyone for me falling down. It was my choices and my decisions. No one else could have ultimately made me do what I didn't intend to do. Enjoy the up, and wait through the down. It's gonna be fine.

Jst remember. Tomorrow's another day. This is bound to pass and you will live it up again. This is life.

Nice day today .

liked today. I wook up at like ten thirty. Already thirty minutes late to meet up with Nikki and Sarah. I called Sarah too, and apparently, she wook up late too. So, she came and picked me up and we got to the DB library around eleven. Nikki was there reading a book by herself for like an hour :( Sorry, Nikki ! <3 Anyway, afterwards, after we finished ( or closed to finishing) the spanish story thing, we walked to Jade Garden for some genuine chinese food. The portions were so big and we regretted not sharing. Lollicup, which was next door, afterwards ! There was a cute guy there. Actually, two . One that was originally there and one that walked in to buy boba. I got warm boba for $1.50 and I spilled some on myself -____-x So smart, right? Yeah, I know. I called Jessica like a billion times, but she was in the shower so she didn't get the calls. Then, I called her home phone and her dad picked up. We had a nice conversation making fun of Jesssica because she takes the longest showers in the world. So, Sarah's dad came to pick us up and he kindly dropped me off at Jesssica's house. We just hung around for a bit, while I waited for her to dry her hair/ put on makeup/ get dressed. I was on the computer and stuff. So, around sixish , we got to Puente cuhs we were gonna watch a movie with Alex Chi and Tony. We shopped around for a bit. Forever 21, Chloe's, that little korean makeup store outside of Burlington's Coat Factory. I got my secret santa stuff for PC :) Yeah , and Jessica got her new contacts. Win-win situation ! LOL . So then, we got to the Food Court and Jessica got a cup of Iced Coffee and fries. We waited for Alex and them, and I went to the bathroom and found Alyse. It was pretty surprising to find her and Ben there. And then, she went over to us and we chatted for a bit. Then, we went downstairs and found AlexChi, AlexHu, and Frank. Apparently, they didn't wanna watch the movies and Tony Wong couldn't come, so at the end, we decided to have a cooking competition at Chi's house. We went to 99Ranch to mai cai, and like, we changed our minds and wanted KFC at Jessica's instead. We got to Jessica's house and they wanted new movies, so Jessica, her mom, dad, Eric, and Alex Chi went to go Blockbuster's, while me, AlexHu, and Frank stayed home. They were cooking cabbage while I was on Facebook. Frank was disappointed cuhs when he searched for Frank Peng on facebook, he found some pretty disappointing guys. He announced that he was gonna change his name. LMAO. Anyways, we cut cake for Eric and sang happy birthday to him. Then, Chi made tang yuan and it tasted weird cuhs they mixed it with coke. Lol, it was all Hu's fault. He said that last time he tried it, it was really good. LOL, but eventually, it seemed like Chi got pretty into it. He refilled his cup like a couple of times? Idk, maybe two. LOL. So like, we watched Funny People and it was okay cuhs I already waatched it. Chi的笑點超低的. apparently, 什麽都很好笑. LOL. Yeah, I had fun today, and eventually, Frank took me, AlexHu and AlexChi home. I hope Hu and Frank didn't get in trouble for going home late. LOL. And overall, it was nice meeting them. Finally, I know who Jessica's talking about now :)

When i really should be doing euro....

So, school is catching up to me now. It's been pretty hectic. Life's been good, lately :) I think I'm really becoming behind, like on my classes and everything. Idk, it just feels this way. I feel so stupid now, cuhs there's always someone faaar smarter than me. Bleeeh, whatevers, LOL .
Yeah, Holly just told me to compliment her on this blog, but I'm not gonna :P Teehee, love you <3
So I'm looking forward to wednesday, cuhs there's no school ! :) Yay, Michelle ! What are we gonna do that day ? D; Ice skating , for sure, and after ? Lol . Dude, I PMSed so bad for like the last two weeks, so I'm sorry guys, if I said anything retarded :( Ehhh, there's not really anything to write about. Oh! I'm gonna make a tumblr , since everyone is telling me to :) So yeahh. Holly Dong, catch up day ):< Yeah ? :) Okay, I'm gonna go back to homework now -______-x

A melody is like seeing someone for the first time. The physical attraction. But then, as you get to know the person, that's the lyrics. Their story. Who they are underneath. It's the combination of the two that makes it magical.

TRICKOTREEEAT ?

I am going to blog today, because I haven't in forever. I always tell myself that I'm going to blog soon, but I never get to. So sophomore year is pretty busy, and I never get enough time to do what I want to do. And like, it's not gonna get better next year , so I think my new years resolution is gonna be something along the lines of that.
So when I started to write this blog, I was wondering if I should do a summary of what I've been doing since the last time I blogged. It's been too long, and it would take too long, but I think I'll still do it. So yesterday was halloween . Definitely one of the funnest halloweens I've had in a long time. I'm not a really big halloween person, I mean last year, I didn't even go out. But this year was fun. So Nicole came over in the morning, and we ended up going to Brandon's a little before four. We were the first ones there, and I was screwing him over in Dota, cuhs I kept on clicking on random things on the screen (: Haha, so he gave up and quit the game. And then Jack came and the rest of the group came. Marcus got his license on friday! What a lucky butt :) We walked over the Joann's to get the materials for the guys' halloween costume. They just bought a long piece of white cloth. LOL. Then we walked to Han Nan Market next to it, cuhs Brandon wanted something to drink. So me, Nicole, and Lawrence went with him. He got a milk tea, and Lawrence got a Thai milk tea. We kept on drinking Brandon's so it went away really fast :) Then Vincent and them came over, and Emileen went crazy over the Hello Kitty store (: Afterwards, we walked back to Brandon's house and started on the costumes. I was jst sitting there and drinking and occasionally helping Brandon. Emileen was making kitty ears for Marcus the whole time. It was so cute :) Then, Michelle came, and they finished. We moved over to the living room , and Jared started playing Love Story and You Belong with Me on the piano , OMFG (:<3 I looove those songs. And we played Jenga, and I lost -__-x LOL. I realized that I still didn't do my dare (; LOL. We just messed around for the most part, and then Brandon ordered pizzaa . We were gonna go to Chipotle, but that was replaced by pizzza . Lol. Before the pizza came, Jared and JJ went out to dingdongditch alll the houses on Brandon's block . LMAO, and then we were eating pizza while watching the blank screen on Brandon's tv :) Afterwards, we went out to Trick-o-Treat. Omfg, I think that part totoally made my month . Them being retarded and charging toward little kids in their amoeba sheets. Hahaha, and then at the end, when we got down to the Lemon and Golden Springs intersection, Jack, Calvin, Vincent, and Jared dancing int he middle of the road and running to the other side before the light turns red . Omfg <3 Jack's channelle turns, and Vincent's pole dancing, and then, jack's attempted thriller at the interesection in front of brandon's house . They are seirously so hilarious . We were so tired at the end when we went back to Brandon's house. I ended up crashing on the couch, and then everyone has to come over and ruin my silence and the darkness :( We just basically chilled for the rest of the night. We played a failed game of spin the bottle, andd michelle put me on her shoulders. I was so scared. Lawrence took so many pictures that my AND emileen's camera ran out of batteries . Overall, it was a goood good day :)

There's so much that has happened that there's no way that I'm gonna put it all in here. I've been good, and I like it right now. And I hope it just gets better and better .

You bite your lip; You keep pretending that you're made of stone. You never let it show, but darling, everybody knows.