sherwood; song in my head.

Oh I don't believe it,
That I could be so deceiving,
Bringing you down to feel this
Lack of loyalty .
♥
Dang, I haven't heard that song in such a time. I remember it used to be on William's myspace.

So I haven't blog in a long time, and that's an understatement cuhs I blog so much, right ? :) My dog is barking at me, because I put her on the couch so she wouldn't go bother my brothers. They're sick, and so is my mom. Isn't that great? The whole house is sick except for me. What a great immune system I have (: All those years of medication did it's part, I guess. Lol. I just watched He's Not That Into You. Oh dang, that was a good movie. Freaking cute as heck :) So I've been good for those of you who I haven't been talking to since the summer. School is doing its toll, but I've been managing to sleep before twelve. And for someone who's in DBHS AP Euro, that's pretty good. The Walnut kids have it so easy. Compared to us, they practically get no homework at all :) I laugh at the people who sleep at like three though. :) I've learned to manage better since last year. I remember I would pull allnighters just to finish homework cuhs I procrastinated so bad and started at like midnight. Yeah, those were the days (; Jk . So today, I ate Chilli's :) Yumm. I had a half rack and fries. That was my lunch, breakfast, and dinner. Mmm, I just realized that I worded it weird. Most people would say break, lunch, and dinner, in the whole chronological order and stuff, but I said lunch, breakfast, and dinner :P Lol, yeah, I notice the weirdest things. Time passses by so fast. It's already almost six weeks, and progress reports are gonna come. Oh crap O_x. I think I only have to worry about math this year . Yay (: Oh, maybe english too O__X I totally didn't know how important summer work was, and how much it take part in the first semester grades. But it's okay, I don't think I did that bad.

The school's in a rage about homecoming right now. Everyone's on the hype about who they're asking or who's getting asked and who's going. I'm so happy for Megan Thai (: I know how much it meant to her. Well, I'm happy for everyone else too, it's just that I felt a personal tug there when Jefferson asked her (; Like I was telling Brian, it's so weird that like freshman year, we didn't care that much, and it's just like this year, everyone's so excited to go. Even lots of freshmen are going, and I rememeber last year, I don't think I knew anyone that went who were freshmen. I don't think it's so much the grade level thing. Like we're sophomores now and we feel like we have to go. I think it's more like a year thing. Like I'm pretty sure ticket sales are way up this year than last year. Maybe the fair's most intersting than K-1 (; Today, I was supposed to go to Pantera to help Jack. He's gonna ask Aimee. Well, he did already at like 7ish ? maybe ? Idk, I forgot the time. I didn't go, cuhs I couldn't bother my brother again to tell him to drive me there. First, he's really really sick. He has one of those coughs that it's like you flinch when you hear it. And then, he also has time difference cuhs he just came back from Hong Kong. He would be so drowsy if he takes me. I don't wanna risk getting into an accident. But, anyway, I heard it was really cute. He spelled out HC in lit candles on the ground, and he had balloons that spelled out Aimee's name ? Something like that :) I'm happy for Aimee and Jack.

He's Not That Into You is unbelievable. That is officially my favorite movie, for now that is. Idk, it might change after I watch The Time Traveler's Wife :) But yeah, it's so ... interesting. The concept. Like, it's kinda like The Ugly Truth. Cuhs, everything in it is so sterotypical. I guess, I shouldn't say sterotypical. More like gender-typical. And everything's right. Like pinpoint right. It's amazing. I think it's really cool how someone finally put all the social cliches and stuff in a movie. When I was watching it, I was like Oh, he's gonna fall for her. Or Oh, she's not gonna take this anymore and she's gonna get divorce. I think it's soo cute how Alex ended up falling for Gigi. It's so cliche that it's cute :)

I'm sure there's more I wanna say, but I can't think of anything right now. I guess I'll think of it later and then just write a new one.

In the end, I just wanna say, be strong. We're here for you even if you need help in the slightest of ways. It's not pity or that kind of bullcrap, it's cuhs we care and we love you. We prayed for you on friday night, and hope God can give you the strength for you to be strong for you and your family. It must be hard, losing two family members to the same disease. Hard especially for your grandma. Anyways, I just wanna say, we all sincerely are going to be here for you. And honestly, that goes for everyone who has lost a loved one this past week. It's been lots of turmoil, I know.

Everything's changed.

I haven't posted in more than two weeks. I think that's a record for me :) So, we have a three-day weekend right now. Saturday: Harkins with Jessica, Aimee, Nicole, and Christine. We watched The Final Destination in 3D and 500 Days of Summer. Finallly. I've wanted to watch that movie since like, forever. It's soo cute. I never knew Ikea was such a romantic place :) "I Love Us" The Time Traveler's Wife. Someone come and watch it with me :( Me and Jessica both cried during the trailer. Oh gosh, can you imagine when we actually watch it ? Lol. And then, today, I went to Ontario Mills with my mom, my aunt, and my brother. I wanted to buy new sandals ! But I didn't find anything I liked :( That sucks. I'll have to look some other time. Today was also ISA. For the lucky people who got to go :( It's okay, there's always next year, right ? :( Tomorrrrrow, Idk what I'm gonna do. I think I'm gonna stay home, and actually work on the tons of homework my teachers gave me. Just because this weekeend had one more day in it. I need to cut my nails, that's what I just notice. Holly, I like the chips that I ate at your house :) Small group ktv nightt ! I wanna :) We totally should. I'm tired. I've been prettty non-outgoing lately. Like, I'm in a drought or something. Not that I'm missing water in my life, but like dry and crap. Mmm, whatever. I miss Amy Chen. I miss how things used to be :( I want them to go back, to how it was exactly. Fml . There's so much left to say, and I know I'm not gonna say it on here. So that's it for now ?

Seriously, can you not ?

We worry about you. We don't want you to die. Stop doing that stuff. Even a five year old would know that that's not good for you. Are you dumber than a five year old? Seriously, please? It gets you effed up. I don't want you to get effed up :(

First day of school. Yay for minimum days. I really should be finishing up my APEH homework right now, but I'm not. Rofl. So Spanish this morning with Nikki. I only have Nikki in that class D: Second period was APEH. There's actually a lot of people in that class. Well, there's a lot of people in all of my classes. Lol. Aimee Cha's in that class with me. Yay :) So then, third period was math. I'm looking forward to Brose, but his class seeems kinda scary. Well, at least he makes it sound kinda scary. Rally after third, so it was rally A. This rally really sucked :( Hope they'll get better? You bet. Those beatbox CD mixing people. Oh! There's this black guy who was rapping today, and he didn't sound so good. It reminded me of Brian Dzou and like the rest of the church who are in the rapping contest thingy. But I thin RHCCC is even better than that guy :) It's funny how me and Jessica sat in the same row, pretty close to each other, and didn't see each other. ROFL. We both sat in the third row. Well, I sat with Megan. She sat with... someone. I forgot who it was. So, after the rally, me and Megan walked to PC. On the way there, we met up with Angela, and we walked in. I'm really looking forward to that class :) I know already that it's gonna be so fun. Fifth was dance. I walked with Megan in the direction of the gym, and when I got to the dance room, I ditched her and left with Rachel (; Haha, I can already tell that me and Rachel are gonna have loads of fun in that class. Just because of that huge floor to ceiling mirror :D We didn't do much in that class today. Well, in any class, really. It was just like introductory kinda thing. After that, I went to English. Mr. Lu was subbing x) And we were asking him when he was gonna marry Ms. Liao :D Lol. We went over the syllabus today. And, tomorrrow's a full day ! Kinda excited :) Hope you feel better, bee eff eff :)

Wonderwall at Sea World.

Monday & Tuesday- San Diego .
Wednesday - Disneyland .

Okay, so on Monday morning, I woke up at like 12ish. Then I packed and stuff. Me and Donald were watching Tv and going on the computer until like two thirty when Holman came to pick us up. I was in the car with Holman, Helen, and Christy. Donald was in the van. On the whole ride, we were just listening to music, played like two rounds of cards, and watched the houses outside of the windows :) They got a GPS last sunday, so I guessed they tried it out. We got to the hotel around 4ish ? It was a pretty crappy hotel O_x But whatevers, it was fun though. After we checked in and dropped our stuff in the rooms, we headed out to Mission Beach. I had my freaking period, so I didn't get to really get in the water. Me and Holman were standing on the edge and stuff. But this big ass wave came, and I got wet :( So after like an hour or so of the waves, me and Holman were wondering what we were gonna go eat for dinner. By that time, I don't even know where Grandma and Uncle and them went. It was only Gu Jie watching us. We were talking about dinner, and we were using the GPS to figure out where to eat :) Christy got water in her hard contacts, so she left the water to wash it out. Me and Holman decided to walk around, and we like walked around the whole beachwalk thing. And then, we ended up eating at the pizza place. New York styled pizzas, man (: Afterwards, we were going for another walk at the beach. Christy found a license on a ground. We picked it up, and it was a chick called Kristin who lived in Sunnyvale, CA. That's pretty cool, btw :) We turned it in to the Security Office at the beachwalk grounds. I felt like we did something good. I hope she got it back :) After that, we wwent back to the hotel. So, there's this dark corridor that we have to cross before we get to our rooms. Helen decided to be retarded and hide behind this soda machine. When I walked past, she jumped out and scared me like crazy. Thanks O_x We got to our rooms, showered, brushed our teeth, and watched a little tv. Waited for our hair to dry and slept. In the morning, we went to Denny's to get breakfast. Me and Helen shared a grandslam. Then, we drove to Seaworld. We watched the first Shamu show, then we went to all these other places. I forgot the order we went though. There was Journey to Atlantis, and we rode on that for like three times. We went to all the aqariums and stuff. We watched the dolphin show too, and by mid-afternoon, we were so tired. We were about to die. We passed by the place where they have the funhouse thing. Omg, I wanted to go on it, but Holman said there was an age limit or something ;( What a party pooper. Around six thirtyish, we sat down next to Journey to Atlantis, and Helen, Holman, Christy, and Ronald wanted to go one more time. Me and Donald were too tired already. When they went, Gujie told us to get a funnel cake. We then walked across the whole theme park to get her the funnel cake. She never had one :) At the end, we ended eating half of it, and they came back . Then, Ronald scarved down the whole thing. Haha. Uncle was outside, waiting for us to get in the van and drive back . We went back to the hotel, checked out, got the other car, and picked up YiSum and Grandma and them around the corner. We ended up having Chipotle for dinner :) I had half of a chicken bowl. My brother had the other half and another half of a burrito O_x what a faattie :) We then started the drive home and we got home around tenish. I went on the computer, did some of the Julius Caesar questions, and it was like already one. I went upstairs, showered, blowdried my hair, and then went to sleep. The next day, Helen woke me up around nine thirty. I got up and got ready, then they came. We arrived at disneyland around ten thirty. We were gonna go to both parks, but Helen and Holman didn't have an annual pass. So Donald and Ronald ended up going to CA Adventures first, then Disneyland. Me, Helen, Holman, and Christy went to Disneyland. First stop? Space Mountain :) We got a fast pass for it, and still went on the ride anyway. Then, Star Tours, and Big Thunder Railroad. We got to Toontown to eat lunch. Donald and Ronald came too. Everybody had pizza except for me and Helen. We had Hotdogs. After, we went to Matterhorn , but the line was frrreaking long. We ended up getting fast passes for Indiana Jones. Then, we went to DT Disney on the Monorail. Came back, and went on Buzz Lightyear and Space Mountain. We decided to wait on Matterhorn. Then, we went to Indiana Jones. Then, dinner at Pizza Port. We all ate so much :) I love their Fusilli pasta, no joke. ♥ So we were gonna go to Fantasmic, but just decided to go to the fireworks at 9:25. Then, fantasmic at 10:30. Half way through the fireworks, Donald told me that he lost his phone. After the fireworks, we spent all our time on this wild goose chase, trying to find it. We finally gave up and went to Matterhorn again. We got to go on two times in a row, because the guy in front us took too long to unbuckle his seatbelt, so he basically jammed up the line. So, we went off to the side, and went a second time. The first time, the two tracks actually went at the same time, so we met up with the other side. It was pretty cool . Holman flicked them off O_x We then went to Autopia. Oh, we missed the 10:30 show, btw. Cuhs we were on Matterhorn. So, we were gonna go to the 11:30 one. Anyway, half way through the line, the guy who took Donald's phone called back and was like," Hey, come pick up the phone." So we left the line at Autopia and just basically went around the attractions asking. We didn't find it in the end. We went to the Rivers of America, and saw Fantasmic :) We left after the show, cuhsd it was already like almost twelve. Uncle and Gujie have been waiting for us since like nine thirty. Hahah. So we left the park to go to the Lost and Found and filled up a claim. Then, we went home. I was so tired after I came home. We went to two theme parks in two days, and walked like around 30 miles in two days. Freaking A :) So then, I got a phone call in the morning. It was a weird number, and I was gonna forward it, thinking it was commercial. But I decided to pick up anyway. It was the Disneyland people. They found Donald's phone and are gonna mail it home. What a lucky boy, right ? :) Today, I woke up at four, and did nothing. :) A full day of rest. Tomorrow is church bbq and sleep over ! I don't think I'm gonna go to the sleepover though. But yeah :)


Today, a guy at the store where I work asked me out. I said no. He asked me out again. I said no. The third time he asked me out I turned around, pointed my pen at him, and said, "Petrificus Totalus!" He fell to the ground as if he were petrified. We're going out tomorrow. MLIA.

Family ♥

I have a blog that I still yet have to post. I guess I'll finally finish it when it gets worse.
I changed the playlist bear thingy :) I know, finally updated it, right? I was gonna put more songs, but they weren't mp3s so they wouldn't load onto the mp3 playlist bear thingy. :P
Family. For the past two days, I've been going to my uncle's house. On Friday, I hung out with them, caught up with their lives. Idk. It's not like I don't ever see them. It's just like when we DO see each other, we never have enough time to catch up. It's always me and Helen. I never get to talk to Christy and know what's going on in HER life. But anyways, yeah, we did that. I feel like they're so grown up, and I'm getting so old. Esp. whenever we're at the dinner table and my uncle's talking about college and stuff. For the past two days, from 4-8, it's been swimming, shower, dinnner, walk in their gigantic backyard O_x, then basketball. Me and Ronald, Donald and Christy. We always lost, but only by a litttle bit. That's not that point. I've never played basketball like I have in the past two days. You guys know me. I don't DO sports. Or anything that involves running or sweating or whatever. But idk. When I'm with them, it's so fun. It might sound a little weird, this post. Because honestly, if you're not me, you won't get how the past two days have been for me. Just amazing. It's a feeling you don't get from spending time with other people. 充實. 爽啊. It's not that I don't love spending time with my friends. It's just that I've realized, family DOES come first. You know? Idk.
On the other hand, I've got tons of summer homework I haven't done. Good job for procrastinating all summer, right? I'll get some done tonight :P

I'm not that hard of a girl to figure out.
If I'm IMing you and I don't put periods at the end of my sentences,
something is obviously wrong.
I always use correct grammar and punctuation when I IM.
If I say "I'm fine.", then no, I'm not 'fine'.
I never say something is 'fine' and mean it.
If I say something is 'okay', then it really is.
If I cuss when I'm talking or IMing,
oh boy, you messed up this time.
You're about to get your ass chewed.
Better start explaining why you fucked up.

A full circle and a dot.

Today, I had fun. Thanks, Vincent. It was nice meeting Tiffany, Kevin, and Melody. And esp. funny, when I found out that Kevin was the TA from Alpha :) It all started with Mobile(That's how to spell it, right?), then Joann's, then Koooooreanbbq ♥ The porkchop! And the spicy stuff that tasted like kimchi but it's actually meat :) Teehee. We could've sat there for hours if it didn't end at 2:30. No, I wasn't bored. I was entertained by you guys, catching up and stuff :) Then we went to QianGui. Or Cashbox. From what? 3-7? Four hours of straight up KTVing. I had a Thai Ice Tea♥ We sang so many songs, it's uncountable. Backstreet Boys O_x Yeah, you would. And Glamorous. Touch My Body. :) Haha, I think Melody's voice is pretty freaking amazing. And Kevin's is not bad eithher. Their WuDing, holy. We "Dian"ed so many songs that at the end, when we left, there were still so many left over that we didn't sing. So, After KTV, Vincent drove to Diamond Plaza and we went to Cue. On the way there, he was like, wtf? why are there so many people on a wednesday night? And I'm like O_x It's friday, Vincent. He didn't believe me, and I started laughing like crazy. He checked his phone, and yes, it was wednesday :D Anyways, at cue, we took pictures in the one up front. Decorated it. Found that lollipop machine, got a lollipop :D After the pictures came out, the cue person cute them. Then, Vincent took me to church around eightish? Worship already started when I walked in, so I sat in the back with Chris and Josh. Holly saw me, and I waved to her. Isabel walked out and when she came back in, Chris was with her. Holy, Chris looks different with a new haircut :) It's not neccesarily bad, but it's just not the look I'm used to. Lol. So after, Eric showed a episode of Simpsons, and I didn't get this one part. Chris kept on making fun of me because of that, and of course, later on, Holly joins in O_x Haha, it's okay. I'm used to it. Then it was small groups. FLO CAME BACK♥ It was the first time I've seen her since she came back. She keeps on thinking that there was something wrong with me. But there wasn't. Haha :) Josh brought us Bibles, and actually gave them to us this time :) Thank you, Joshua. The topic at small group was, let's say, too deep for us to understand? Well, at this age, at least, I guess. There's a lot of things we don't know. I mean after all, we're only like what? 1/4 done. There's a lot to see and to learn. Oh, Josh also brought us candy from HK. Yay :) A bunch of soda candy. I ate at least like what? Three? Hehe. They fizzed. :D So after small group, we hung around the front of church. More specifically, the refreshments table :D There was apple soda. I took a littttle more than a sip on Holly's (; I think we were the first ones done, and we sat down on one of the benches. And we were just talking. Later, Josh took us home. Thanks, Josh :) Overall, nice day. Nice day :)

You're leeeaving D: I'm gonna miss you, that's for sure. Today was the last day I saw you. Well, not really. Cuhs you're still gonna come back and everything. Cheer up, pappie, okay ? :) I'm glad you made that story into a full circle and a dot. A happy ending, right? And I hope the story going on in your life right now can keep going in a straight line and never end? Lol. You better not go out partying every night :) Remember your life isn't yours now; it belongs to Someone else. :) Idk if you can call Him someone else, but yeah. That's not the point :) Thanks for the gift. I like it a lot, and I'm listening to it right now :) It's cuuuute. Whatever your friends say, you're not shady. Got it? Good :) Don't worry about it; I'm fine. Things are gonna change for you, well, not just things. Pretty much everything is. A whole new surrounding, new friends, new everything. Adjust well, don't become an outcast. :D I'll most definitely watch out for her. Not because you told me to though. Well, I hope you have fun up there in NorCal. And please don't give your roommates hell the first night. You still have to deal with them for a whole year (; Make friends with the other dude. Idk, Just cuhs his picture seemed weird doesn't mean he IS weird :) Be safe, take care, and thanks. For everything. Stay in touch. Don't forget about us :)

It’s like all the bad stuff that you went through, that you hated along the way, the people who disappointed you and the things that didn’t go the way you wanted,
suddenly you feel grateful for them, because those are the things that got you here, to this.

SCHEDDULE.

So I went to registration this morning. Wtf? I have threee books for math D:

1. spanishthree- pina .
2. ap euro- clark .
3. mathanal/calc- brose .
4. peer couseling- davis .
5. beginning dance- lindenberg .
6. englishtwohonors- tenace .

I hope we have fun tomorrow :)