cue&bowling .

okay. so lots of things have happened. i guess. yesterday was really fun . bowling, eating flo's fries, getting back at chris for getting half of a pepperoni&sausage pizza :D and so on . oh ! rebeccah didn't recongize her mom . ROFLMAO. i was like, rebeccah ! your mom's here ! huurry up , and she's like, that's not my mo O___x and i ran over to say hi :D puahaha . uhm , okay. i woke up this morning at 10 . cuhs kay called and asked if i was going over to help with poster painting . and then , i called holly cuhs i needed to tell her something. like her opinion on something. she picked up , but she was at that marching band thing at monterey park . uhmmm . today is the dbhs prom . JOSH KUANG HAVE FUNN ! but you'll probably not see this . i'll tell you aafter you go, which is kinda stupid :\ puahaha . uhm right . bowling . ! at oak tree lanes . it was funnn . we all wanted aaron to make a strike, cuhs then we'd get pizza. but they sucked so much ); we had to roll two bowls down the lane and stuff. ROFL. and then, they'd always get stuck . and rebeccah almost tripped (; i bumped into the machine thingy while i was walking back . i had some of christine's coke slurpyy <3 mmmmm. i haven't had that in a long long time . yumm . i miss having slurpies . PUAHAH. i remember in summer couple of years back , we used to go to seven elevens and get slurpies. and talk about walking back to your house. but then, in the end, we called your mom anyway . good times :\ we were at cue like after school, and we took like two machines. we got pudding tea ! it's reallly good. and in holly's words, "orgasmic" (; puhaha . amy chen saw the color (or play? ) issue yesterday at life plaza, and one of the covers were boys before flowers. and she freaked out . ROFL. we were looking at masks for chris, but they were too expensive . uhm, then we walked to tenren's to get holly's food. she couldn't finish it and she put it in a box to give it to chris. then , we walked back to the crepe place to get my ccrepe (: then we walked back to ten ren to get picked up by the joshes . i like his car music (: uhm , then we went to church. we sat in the front and talked a little. flo had really tight jeans yesterday and she couldn't bend down (: ROFLMAO. and holly and rebeccah didn't have socks so they had to tell brian to bring socks . when we got to oak tree lanes. justin and aaron played one game of time crisis and we spend the rest of the time folding paper airplanes and throwing them across the parking lot (; well, i didn't, but the guys did . it was pretty funny (: yesterday, i was talking about how the year has gone by so fast. i'm gonna miss everyone who i'm not gonna see in the summer . but i'll see you in the fall ! like 13 more school days left ? it's finals soon . i'm gonna die ); i'm gonna fail the math finals and crap . mmm , maybe after kay's, i'll write more ! tata (;

dance concert /

fml. i wrote a long one. about my feelings. but i accidentally pressed dashboard. and i went back. and it's gone . so i think i might put it up on my private one . uhmmm . today was a good day. after school, megan came over and we went to the dance concert at 7. it was good . i love our school's allmales. it pwns all other schools. no kidding (: uhm , afterwards we were waiting for my brother to come pick us up . we were so retarded . i started laughing so hard. that i started just sat on the ground. and the people that just came by thought we were retarded. and there were cars too :P annnnnd , it's getting pretty late . maybe i'll blog saturday. since i'm going out tomrorow :D

why does something that seems so simple ....

but in reality, it's so hard? yeah , that was the question on my mind ever since i blurted it out to rebeccah ? she gave me a simple suggestion . and it really seems harmless. but if you only knew, then ... it's not as easy . idk . i wanna blog about what i feel in this one . cuhs it seems like everyone else's is so deep, and mine's so simpleminded. uhm , i hate how i get so involved with someone . and he doesn't even talk to me . i think, i fall for appearances too easily . like, to me, i think he freaking shines . but i don't even know why . and the thing is people see him with his girlfriend, and i never do . i think that's part of the problem . i think i need to see him with his girlfriend, so i can actually accept the reality that he's TAKEN .

stay strong . <3

today is wednesday . and usualy that means boring . and it's exactly the case today . I'm in bio right now and we're learning about ozone layers and acid rain . boring , right ? uhm so far , nothng really happpened today . oh shit . I have a stamp run next . two miles . fml. I hate running. gosh . I really don't wanna run. it's pretty hot . daaaang ); I hate pe. I'm getting beginning dance next year . yay . no more mile runs, puahaha. ten more minutes of bio left. puahahah. uhm I really haven't been learning in bio . like paying attention. and I know pabacks gonna be a bitch . and in this case , I'm gonna fail the coming tests. I have a 90.02% in bio . so goodbye A ); uhm . I'm still bored. I'm supposed to be talking to Megan. but I just stopped texting her . LOL. she's gonna yell at me for ignoring her later . puahahahah.(;


update laterrr.

AP euro homework

seems like hell . i feel like my summer's gonna pretty much be devoted to this . which reminds me that i need to get the book from some sophomore kid who's in APEH right now . uhm, so today . it was okay. it was cold in the morning, and drizzling. but i didn't know. so i was wearing shorts and a t-shirt. which made me seem like i was going to the freaking beach while everyone else is wearing those thick dbhs jackets. i seemed like an idiot. and as usual, vivian wasn't afraid to tell me so O______x but as the day progressed, the weather got hotter. so it got better. i have a stamp run tomorrow. which equals 8 laps . and 8 laps= 2 miles. fml . i hate stamp runs . but i better actually do it tomorrow since i skipped on the last one . uhm , yeah . fan fiction.com and fmylife.com . that's all i do in bio class . i think i'm gonna fail my math final cuhs i really forgot all about the conic section crap . and probability too . twilight fanfictions, my new drug . and of course, seeing people's really messed up life pretty much makes me feel much better . that sounds me. but yeah , it's true . isn't that why most people read fmylife.com ? i just ate a mcdonald ice cream cone . my mom's coming home later with food . i hope she hurries up. cuhs i'm pretty hungry ); chapter4 assessment for bio . a shit load of questions . uhm , yeah (: alpha was pretty fun today. for no reason . oh, i saw josh kuang today at school . he was looking pretty lost. i was upstairs on the rail. and then, i yelled his name. but he iddn't hear me . so i'm like forget it. and i went back to eating kay's chips . puahaha . uhm, i get vectors (: which is pretty much a miracle. who knows, maybe i'll actually get my grade in math up to an A-. that's my hope, anyway. ap bio next year ? i really don't know ); i don't like feeling too presssured. and i think it'd be just too much if i take all those other classes WITH ap bio . you know ? yeah, whatever. that's next year .

16 more days of school ?
crap .

byebye, tower . (:

so today, was disappointing . i finally got my english speech done . but i did horrible . but yet i'm kinda glad now that i got it over with . uhm, so everyone's fine. and no one's been getting in any cat fights lately. but idk . i didn't like today. i liked the weather in the beginning, but when it got hot, i got pissed off . no, not pissed off. but i guess moody? idk, i just didn't feel good . my head was hurting so much in spanish class, i felt like i was gonna rip the table off of the freaking chair . and on top of that, we had to memorize fui, vi, di, and the other irregular verbs for preterito . and i forgot to. so i was cramming like crap . and finally i memorized it. and then i got called on. the thing that pissed me off the most is that i knew the damn thing . idk . when i got up to miss pina's desk, i just freaked . i guess, i don't do well under pressure ); so , after school, after i got my stuff from my locker, i called chris to vent . after like five minutes, that loser left me for registration :P gay . uhm, then i called holly cuhs i needed to tell her i found the letter. i came home . then i changed. and then holly called. we talked for a bit cuhs she was waiting for her registration . and then , she hung up on me cuhs her ears hurt ); and then , i went on blogspot to read about gina's posts for hollywood bowl . SHINee, FTW ! (: my lovesss . uhm, yeah . and here i am writing and texting rebeccah . oh, brian dzou's gay faggot. i still have to tell holly about it . i only saw babyface like TWICE today. i don't like the tower anymore (: puahaha , i'm horrible :P

17 more days of school ...
what's the hurry ? );