best i ever had .

i haven't touched this blog in a pretty long time ? i had a pretty good birthday. i know it's late. but i wanna say thank you to all the guys who said happy birthday (: uhmm, transformers, man . that was a good moviee . holly's living over right now . and it's pretty okay ? my best friend is still at taiwan right now and i miss him so so much :( he's coming back in like twentyish days. THAT SEEMS SO LONG :( so like two weeks of summer school has passed. the end of next week is finals ? dang it seems so fast :( my life's been pretty okay . soo yeah . i'm just waiting for my restaurant city's people's energy level to go down to 75 . then i'm gonna put them to rest and go shower . so this is kinda like a time consuming thingy (: brian beettter let me paint his face when he gets back :( OMG VINCENT LU, THAT HOEBAG :( ughhh , he angers me . so i'm not picking up his phone calls right. he's so retarded. no joke :( holly is still so pet society obsessed :D wait, no, AMY CHEN IS (: uhmmm , i'm pretty tired . i've been up till like 3 these past feew days . OH, church has been pretty funn (: i finally got my beach towel back. holly remembered :D uhmmm , basically . yeah . bye guys (:

bleehhh .

i feel sick at the pit of my stomach of this crap .
whatever.
so two more days !
till summer school .
or actually no, it's only oneish more ?
pretty excited for beach tomorrrow ! (:
what to do for my birthday ?
suggestions ?

CRYSTAL'S .

today was funn (:
crystal's, village, suzanne park, back to village, back to crystal's house (:
i can't believe summer school's on monday ):
i hope during summer school, i don't get stuck by the train and then be late .
holly's moving in soon ! thursday ?
beeach on sunday <3
i can't wait (:
me and floo have some catching up to do :D

it's not like i don't understand .

男女朋友分手之後，變成了談心的好朋友。
慢慢的...兩個人的世界不再有那麼多的交集。
我以前曾經想過與前男友度過一生而終老，
但是卻發現那位置已經不再屬於自己。
然而...依然想關心彼此，但始終明白彼此不會有未來。
雖然看起來很像愛，卻僅止於關心而不到愛。
當初對彼此的虧待，是出自於不瞭解愛；
等到沒有後來，才瞭解什麼是愛情。
如今不免感慨，因為未來已不是那個曾經以為的未來。
不過依然相信著，無論多遠的未來，都有對方在身旁互相鼓勵著。

hunter li .

made my day today. thanks, holly (:
my shoulders are sore :P
i've been eating this rice thing for five hours, and i'm still not done .
it's gettting really disgusting .
so much has happened .
idk what i REALLY feel about it yet .
idk if i'm ready to let go .
but i do want you guys to go ahead and do whatever you want .
i dont want me being there to stop you .
i've half-let go .
what about the other half ?
idk .

I never thought I fall for you as hard as I did
You got me thinking about our life, our house and kids
Every morning I look at you and smile
Cause boy you came around and you knocked me down
Sometimes love comes around
and it knocks you down
just get back up
when it knocks you down

well, not really life, house and kids (:
but yeah .

it's officially summer .

can you believe it ? the whole school year already passed . finals are done . we're done with everything. finals, either you did good or bad, don't matter anymore . cuhs that's in the past. and you can't change it . try better next year ? yeeah . graduation was fun . our little concession stand with mr. lu, michelle, shannon, kay, kim, james, and ryan . nachos, i don't wanna eat that in the next few weeeks :P too much of it, is pretty sickening . so, yesterday, after school, i went down to COT with kay, vincent, and philip. we couldn't decide on what to eat, so we rock-paper-scissored it :D vincent won, so we went to go eat that chinese place . it was pretty good . :D but vincent took all my chicken ! that fatty . afterwards, we were pretty stuffed. but then, vincent still wanted COT. so we went there . and philip and vincent got theirs. aand that made me want some too ): so, i went to go get some :D vincent again, took all my gummy bears. and kay took all my mochis ): nooooot fair ! hmph . then, we walked back up to dbhs . my mom saw us a little less than half way. so we went into the car and ditchedd vincent . we went back to my house. kay and my brother played with restaurant city for a while. they're so obsessed (: and then, kay fell asleep on my couch . when it was 430, i woke her up and went to dbhs . we were sitting on the railings and just talking and taking pictures. then, we met up with justin to get in. we got to the main concession stand, waited for the food, rode in the back of a golfcart to go down . got ready and started our concession stand (: it was really funn . cuhs the lady wasn't there. and it was mr. lu in charge . i saw florence. and tim tu and other allmales. uhm, what else ? there was a police officer who was really nice (: uhm, and yeah . oh, i saw marvin too :D i was like OMG, MARVIN, HI !(: and he was like, heeey (:


i don't feel like blogging anymore .
let's just say, yesterday was pretty fun .

1.5 more days !

the school feeels so empty now . without the seniors. idk if it's just where i eat lunch . becuhs eric , johnny, steven, and them are gone ? idk . maybe . the weather has been pretty gloomy . amy chen's moving tomorrow . well, techinically she's going on the airplane tomororw. her mom pretty much shippped everything back already. muchos pictures con amy tomorrow ? hopefully . she's leaving during lunch ? or what. idk . i forgot what she said . i really should be studying right now. but i've pretty much given up on math and bio . idk . it needs too much of my attention . mmmmm. i'm gonna bomb my finals tomorrow. shieeeet . ;salkdjfow; . i don't even know why i bother anymore . eff my life . i didn't like today. well, no, actually, it was okay. i just don't know why i'm in a depressing mood NOW. like since 10:30. nothing happened, so why ? hormones. i blame it on hormones. fck . haha . vivian's having frienship problems again . with MK (: i remember what holly said when she first met her . OMG , YOU'RE VIVIAN'S EX BEST FRIEND ! i started laaaaughing . take me out on friday. find something for me to do ):