everything will be okay

I think God is really fair.

You always get ups and downs.
Whenever you're down, just remember you just had your up, and you're bound to go up again soon. Don't give up.
& of course, I have to remind myself, whenever I'm at a up, I'm bound to fall down, so treasure what I have and don't blame anyone for me falling down. It was my choices and my decisions. No one else could have ultimately made me do what I didn't intend to do. Enjoy the up, and wait through the down. It's gonna be fine.

Jst remember. Tomorrow's another day. This is bound to pass and you will live it up again. This is life.

Nice day today .

liked today. I wook up at like ten thirty. Already thirty minutes late to meet up with Nikki and Sarah. I called Sarah too, and apparently, she wook up late too. So, she came and picked me up and we got to the DB library around eleven. Nikki was there reading a book by herself for like an hour :( Sorry, Nikki ! <3 Anyway, afterwards, after we finished ( or closed to finishing) the spanish story thing, we walked to Jade Garden for some genuine chinese food. The portions were so big and we regretted not sharing. Lollicup, which was next door, afterwards ! There was a cute guy there. Actually, two . One that was originally there and one that walked in to buy boba. I got warm boba for $1.50 and I spilled some on myself -____-x So smart, right? Yeah, I know. I called Jessica like a billion times, but she was in the shower so she didn't get the calls. Then, I called her home phone and her dad picked up. We had a nice conversation making fun of Jesssica because she takes the longest showers in the world. So, Sarah's dad came to pick us up and he kindly dropped me off at Jesssica's house. We just hung around for a bit, while I waited for her to dry her hair/ put on makeup/ get dressed. I was on the computer and stuff. So, around sixish , we got to Puente cuhs we were gonna watch a movie with Alex Chi and Tony. We shopped around for a bit. Forever 21, Chloe's, that little korean makeup store outside of Burlington's Coat Factory. I got my secret santa stuff for PC :) Yeah , and Jessica got her new contacts. Win-win situation ! LOL . So then, we got to the Food Court and Jessica got a cup of Iced Coffee and fries. We waited for Alex and them, and I went to the bathroom and found Alyse. It was pretty surprising to find her and Ben there. And then, she went over to us and we chatted for a bit. Then, we went downstairs and found AlexChi, AlexHu, and Frank. Apparently, they didn't wanna watch the movies and Tony Wong couldn't come, so at the end, we decided to have a cooking competition at Chi's house. We went to 99Ranch to mai cai, and like, we changed our minds and wanted KFC at Jessica's instead. We got to Jessica's house and they wanted new movies, so Jessica, her mom, dad, Eric, and Alex Chi went to go Blockbuster's, while me, AlexHu, and Frank stayed home. They were cooking cabbage while I was on Facebook. Frank was disappointed cuhs when he searched for Frank Peng on facebook, he found some pretty disappointing guys. He announced that he was gonna change his name. LMAO. Anyways, we cut cake for Eric and sang happy birthday to him. Then, Chi made tang yuan and it tasted weird cuhs they mixed it with coke. Lol, it was all Hu's fault. He said that last time he tried it, it was really good. LOL, but eventually, it seemed like Chi got pretty into it. He refilled his cup like a couple of times? Idk, maybe two. LOL. So like, we watched Funny People and it was okay cuhs I already waatched it. Chi的笑點超低的. apparently, 什麽都很好笑. LOL. Yeah, I had fun today, and eventually, Frank took me, AlexHu and AlexChi home. I hope Hu and Frank didn't get in trouble for going home late. LOL. And overall, it was nice meeting them. Finally, I know who Jessica's talking about now :)

When i really should be doing euro....

So, school is catching up to me now. It's been pretty hectic. Life's been good, lately :) I think I'm really becoming behind, like on my classes and everything. Idk, it just feels this way. I feel so stupid now, cuhs there's always someone faaar smarter than me. Bleeeh, whatevers, LOL .
Yeah, Holly just told me to compliment her on this blog, but I'm not gonna :P Teehee, love you <3
So I'm looking forward to wednesday, cuhs there's no school ! :) Yay, Michelle ! What are we gonna do that day ? D; Ice skating , for sure, and after ? Lol . Dude, I PMSed so bad for like the last two weeks, so I'm sorry guys, if I said anything retarded :( Ehhh, there's not really anything to write about. Oh! I'm gonna make a tumblr , since everyone is telling me to :) So yeahh. Holly Dong, catch up day ):< Yeah ? :) Okay, I'm gonna go back to homework now -______-x

A melody is like seeing someone for the first time. The physical attraction. But then, as you get to know the person, that's the lyrics. Their story. Who they are underneath. It's the combination of the two that makes it magical.

TRICKOTREEEAT ?

I am going to blog today, because I haven't in forever. I always tell myself that I'm going to blog soon, but I never get to. So sophomore year is pretty busy, and I never get enough time to do what I want to do. And like, it's not gonna get better next year , so I think my new years resolution is gonna be something along the lines of that.
So when I started to write this blog, I was wondering if I should do a summary of what I've been doing since the last time I blogged. It's been too long, and it would take too long, but I think I'll still do it. So yesterday was halloween . Definitely one of the funnest halloweens I've had in a long time. I'm not a really big halloween person, I mean last year, I didn't even go out. But this year was fun. So Nicole came over in the morning, and we ended up going to Brandon's a little before four. We were the first ones there, and I was screwing him over in Dota, cuhs I kept on clicking on random things on the screen (: Haha, so he gave up and quit the game. And then Jack came and the rest of the group came. Marcus got his license on friday! What a lucky butt :) We walked over the Joann's to get the materials for the guys' halloween costume. They just bought a long piece of white cloth. LOL. Then we walked to Han Nan Market next to it, cuhs Brandon wanted something to drink. So me, Nicole, and Lawrence went with him. He got a milk tea, and Lawrence got a Thai milk tea. We kept on drinking Brandon's so it went away really fast :) Then Vincent and them came over, and Emileen went crazy over the Hello Kitty store (: Afterwards, we walked back to Brandon's house and started on the costumes. I was jst sitting there and drinking and occasionally helping Brandon. Emileen was making kitty ears for Marcus the whole time. It was so cute :) Then, Michelle came, and they finished. We moved over to the living room , and Jared started playing Love Story and You Belong with Me on the piano , OMFG (:<3 I looove those songs. And we played Jenga, and I lost -__-x LOL. I realized that I still didn't do my dare (; LOL. We just messed around for the most part, and then Brandon ordered pizzaa . We were gonna go to Chipotle, but that was replaced by pizzza . Lol. Before the pizza came, Jared and JJ went out to dingdongditch alll the houses on Brandon's block . LMAO, and then we were eating pizza while watching the blank screen on Brandon's tv :) Afterwards, we went out to Trick-o-Treat. Omfg, I think that part totoally made my month . Them being retarded and charging toward little kids in their amoeba sheets. Hahaha, and then at the end, when we got down to the Lemon and Golden Springs intersection, Jack, Calvin, Vincent, and Jared dancing int he middle of the road and running to the other side before the light turns red . Omfg <3 Jack's channelle turns, and Vincent's pole dancing, and then, jack's attempted thriller at the interesection in front of brandon's house . They are seirously so hilarious . We were so tired at the end when we went back to Brandon's house. I ended up crashing on the couch, and then everyone has to come over and ruin my silence and the darkness :( We just basically chilled for the rest of the night. We played a failed game of spin the bottle, andd michelle put me on her shoulders. I was so scared. Lawrence took so many pictures that my AND emileen's camera ran out of batteries . Overall, it was a goood good day :)

There's so much that has happened that there's no way that I'm gonna put it all in here. I've been good, and I like it right now. And I hope it just gets better and better .

You bite your lip; You keep pretending that you're made of stone. You never let it show, but darling, everybody knows.

greeekk .

AIIIIGHT . DB FORUM TOMORROWW ! who's ready ? :)

I've been doing good. Well, everything applies to that except for the grades department? I have two B's, which isn't neccesarily bad compared to other people, but it's bad enough for my parents. I'm pretty sure I can raise English to an A cuhs I only have a B+, but I'm not so sure about math . Well, I guess I just gotta work extra hard then. Mmm, Nicole just asked me to go to Knott's Scary Farm. Are we still on? Cuhs' I just told her I'm going with other people :) I'm tired. I've been watching Greek like crazy lately. "It's like me with the old 90210." Well put, Holly Dong :) I think it's bad for me though, cuhs it's not summer and I DO put off school work to watch it. But I'm only watching it cuhs I hate waiting for Glee to come out every wednesday. Hehe. I love Glee :)

School tomorrow ! I hope everyone had fun at HC. It seriously looked so fun :) I kinda wished I had went now ;( I still have tons of homework left to do. db forum = no classes tomorrow ! <3 yayyy . I'm tired. I'm gonna head in pretty early today. Right after I finish all the Euro homework :) Adios, Amigos .

sherwood; song in my head.

Oh I don't believe it,
That I could be so deceiving,
Bringing you down to feel this
Lack of loyalty .
♥
Dang, I haven't heard that song in such a time. I remember it used to be on William's myspace.

So I haven't blog in a long time, and that's an understatement cuhs I blog so much, right ? :) My dog is barking at me, because I put her on the couch so she wouldn't go bother my brothers. They're sick, and so is my mom. Isn't that great? The whole house is sick except for me. What a great immune system I have (: All those years of medication did it's part, I guess. Lol. I just watched He's Not That Into You. Oh dang, that was a good movie. Freaking cute as heck :) So I've been good for those of you who I haven't been talking to since the summer. School is doing its toll, but I've been managing to sleep before twelve. And for someone who's in DBHS AP Euro, that's pretty good. The Walnut kids have it so easy. Compared to us, they practically get no homework at all :) I laugh at the people who sleep at like three though. :) I've learned to manage better since last year. I remember I would pull allnighters just to finish homework cuhs I procrastinated so bad and started at like midnight. Yeah, those were the days (; Jk . So today, I ate Chilli's :) Yumm. I had a half rack and fries. That was my lunch, breakfast, and dinner. Mmm, I just realized that I worded it weird. Most people would say break, lunch, and dinner, in the whole chronological order and stuff, but I said lunch, breakfast, and dinner :P Lol, yeah, I notice the weirdest things. Time passses by so fast. It's already almost six weeks, and progress reports are gonna come. Oh crap O_x. I think I only have to worry about math this year . Yay (: Oh, maybe english too O__X I totally didn't know how important summer work was, and how much it take part in the first semester grades. But it's okay, I don't think I did that bad.

The school's in a rage about homecoming right now. Everyone's on the hype about who they're asking or who's getting asked and who's going. I'm so happy for Megan Thai (: I know how much it meant to her. Well, I'm happy for everyone else too, it's just that I felt a personal tug there when Jefferson asked her (; Like I was telling Brian, it's so weird that like freshman year, we didn't care that much, and it's just like this year, everyone's so excited to go. Even lots of freshmen are going, and I rememeber last year, I don't think I knew anyone that went who were freshmen. I don't think it's so much the grade level thing. Like we're sophomores now and we feel like we have to go. I think it's more like a year thing. Like I'm pretty sure ticket sales are way up this year than last year. Maybe the fair's most intersting than K-1 (; Today, I was supposed to go to Pantera to help Jack. He's gonna ask Aimee. Well, he did already at like 7ish ? maybe ? Idk, I forgot the time. I didn't go, cuhs I couldn't bother my brother again to tell him to drive me there. First, he's really really sick. He has one of those coughs that it's like you flinch when you hear it. And then, he also has time difference cuhs he just came back from Hong Kong. He would be so drowsy if he takes me. I don't wanna risk getting into an accident. But, anyway, I heard it was really cute. He spelled out HC in lit candles on the ground, and he had balloons that spelled out Aimee's name ? Something like that :) I'm happy for Aimee and Jack.

He's Not That Into You is unbelievable. That is officially my favorite movie, for now that is. Idk, it might change after I watch The Time Traveler's Wife :) But yeah, it's so ... interesting. The concept. Like, it's kinda like The Ugly Truth. Cuhs, everything in it is so sterotypical. I guess, I shouldn't say sterotypical. More like gender-typical. And everything's right. Like pinpoint right. It's amazing. I think it's really cool how someone finally put all the social cliches and stuff in a movie. When I was watching it, I was like Oh, he's gonna fall for her. Or Oh, she's not gonna take this anymore and she's gonna get divorce. I think it's soo cute how Alex ended up falling for Gigi. It's so cliche that it's cute :)

I'm sure there's more I wanna say, but I can't think of anything right now. I guess I'll think of it later and then just write a new one.

In the end, I just wanna say, be strong. We're here for you even if you need help in the slightest of ways. It's not pity or that kind of bullcrap, it's cuhs we care and we love you. We prayed for you on friday night, and hope God can give you the strength for you to be strong for you and your family. It must be hard, losing two family members to the same disease. Hard especially for your grandma. Anyways, I just wanna say, we all sincerely are going to be here for you. And honestly, that goes for everyone who has lost a loved one this past week. It's been lots of turmoil, I know.

Everything's changed.

I haven't posted in more than two weeks. I think that's a record for me :) So, we have a three-day weekend right now. Saturday: Harkins with Jessica, Aimee, Nicole, and Christine. We watched The Final Destination in 3D and 500 Days of Summer. Finallly. I've wanted to watch that movie since like, forever. It's soo cute. I never knew Ikea was such a romantic place :) "I Love Us" The Time Traveler's Wife. Someone come and watch it with me :( Me and Jessica both cried during the trailer. Oh gosh, can you imagine when we actually watch it ? Lol. And then, today, I went to Ontario Mills with my mom, my aunt, and my brother. I wanted to buy new sandals ! But I didn't find anything I liked :( That sucks. I'll have to look some other time. Today was also ISA. For the lucky people who got to go :( It's okay, there's always next year, right ? :( Tomorrrrrow, Idk what I'm gonna do. I think I'm gonna stay home, and actually work on the tons of homework my teachers gave me. Just because this weekeend had one more day in it. I need to cut my nails, that's what I just notice. Holly, I like the chips that I ate at your house :) Small group ktv nightt ! I wanna :) We totally should. I'm tired. I've been prettty non-outgoing lately. Like, I'm in a drought or something. Not that I'm missing water in my life, but like dry and crap. Mmm, whatever. I miss Amy Chen. I miss how things used to be :( I want them to go back, to how it was exactly. Fml . There's so much left to say, and I know I'm not gonna say it on here. So that's it for now ?