She's like a star .

Don't worry us anymore than you do, please. I miss you, as your old pretty happy self, without all the string attached. Can we just go back, just a little?

Blogspot is like a puzzle. You kinda have to guess what the person is posting about, and then when you finally figure it out, you get kinda happy. ROFL :) Whatever, it's okay.

So ! yesterday was okay. No dota gathering though, cuhs Justin and Chris didn't bring a computer. Josh is stupid for buying alienware for college. :) It's so chunky and heavy. You're gonna have hell trying to haul that thing around, but it's okay. You'll get buffer (; So Holly and Hunter didn't end up going to Discovery. So I woke up, took a shower, thinking that she wasn't home anymore. Then, I see her coming up the stairs yelling, " Annie! My love." O___x Talk about freaky (; Around fiveish, Josh came to pick us up, then we headed to Puente to pick up Justin and Chris. Josh got us boba. Thank you, Josh ! :) So Chris and Justin rock-paper-scissored for the bitch seat when we got to the car, and of course, Justin won. So Chris had to sit in the middle. I don't even see why he bothers; he always loses when he's playing Justin :) Got to Josh's houses. Oh when we were going there, we were debating whether to go pick up Aaron, who lived all the way in Walnut. We didn't in the end, but he did find his own ride ! :) So we watched Changeling for like two minutes. JoshLeu has an Austrilian cousin ! :D Ohmygosh, that's so cool. Josh said that he had an accent, but I didn't hear it all night :( I was waiting for it too ! Rofl. So we ate, and it was really good :) We had beef, bacon, lettuce, mushrooms, shrimps, fish, and rice. Oh, we made shirley temples too :) 7up + that weird syrup thing + grapefruit juice :) I seriously thought they were alcoholic. Rofl. Everyone was so full in the end, except for Chris. And he ate so much! What a fattie. And then, we played Monopoly. I kinda gave up on it :) Hunter was giving us clues and stuff and then Holly got mad. PUAHAHAH. so yeahh . Afterwards, HarryPotter and Mythbusters. Holly wouldn't stop taking pictures.

The important thing is not to be bitter over life's disappointments. Learn to let go of the past, and recognize that every day won't be sunny. And when you find yourself lost in the darkness of despair, remember, it's only in the black of night that you see the stars, and those stars lead you back home.

Love is a minefield. You take a step, get blown to pieces, put yourself back together again, and stupidly take another step. I guess thats human nature. It hurts so much to be alone that we'd all rather blow up than be single.

-------edit X 7/17 1110PM
That was an old post.
Maybe last week? July eleventh .
Just thought I'd post it .

Back to the old ways.

Holly Dong woke me up like six times this morning. Freaking Hunter Li :) So, today, I was supposed to go to Holly's house, but I was too lazy. I woke up, took a shower, and then told Holly to just go without me. Then, I went back to sleep x) Teehee. Afterwards, I woke up around 4ish and went on the computer. I swear, I'm so computer needy. I think I would die without my beloved cpu ♥ Anyways, then, I called Josh to pick Hunter, Holly, and me for church. They went by Holly's house first, then mine. We went looking for that taco stand in HK plaza, but I guess it wasn't there anymore :) Josh drove to Carl's Jr., and Holly, Hunter, and both Joshes had that. I went to go to Yogurtland :) Yay for frozen gummy bears! Well, not really. They made my jaw hurt from chewing too hard :( Then we left and went to RHCCC. We were sitting inside, but then I went outside to talk on the phone, and eventually, they all moved out to the wooden benches. Michelle and Chris were there, and then Faith came and brought Popsicles ♥ Hooray for cotton candy flavored iced treats (; Justin came, then Chris, and then we all went into the sanctuary for worship. Holly Dong is playing FFR right now :) What a laaameo :D Small group was pretty funny. We kept on getting distracted because of Justin and Chris. They're so retarded :) Iron man. Magic Trick. Silent contest. Charades :) Josh Kuang, Holly, and Justin with the charades thing :) "teacher, disappointed, at him, josh, Justin: ________ ) Secret (; Holly's playing this really pretty song right now :) I'm gonna go DL that song afterwards. Hehehe. Tracy and my inside joke :)♥ So tomorrow, no discovery science center. For Holly and Hunter, yes. Josh's BBQ ? Yes :) Hopefully, it'll be funn, but it's gonna gonna be a bunch of geeks playing dota and starcraft. Dota gathering. ROFLMAO. Mhmm. After church, dolphin bay. Mark still doesn't know who I am. I think that's pretty sad D: Itouch gunbound and stale boba. Rofl. I'll still need a ride for Josh's BBQ, and I still don't know what movie we're watching D: Oh wells, I'll figure it out tomorrrow :) That's it for now . :D

She believed in dreams, alright, but she also believed in doing something about them. When Prince Charming didn't come along, she went over to the palace and got him.

When I was five years old, my mom always told me that happiness was the key to life. When I went to school, they asked me what I wanted to be when I grew up. I wrote down ‘happy’. They told me I didn’t understand the assignment. I told them they didn’t understand life.

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Homemade Bongs.

Thursdays are the new fridays (; Ronald Regan later to talk to a friend I haven't gotten to catch up with. I'm kinda looking forward to it :) Hey There Deliah used to remind me of Rebeccah, now it reminds me of Orion x) Him and his little rice krispie gun. Seriously, such a kid. Chem is actually okay. I'm so unperverted, it's sad. Holly was taking a sex addict quiz thingy yesterday, and she got a pretty high score, and I didn't get anything :( It was like they showed you pictures and there were like sublimal sex images and stuff, and you had to answered if you saw the images. I didn't get any of it D: Well, that's not necessarily a bad thing.
So much for catching up, man. Whatevers :) Park was interesting enough. We were camerawhoring on megan's camera, and we did that thing, what's it called? Oh, Hardgay. Haha. That reminds me of Riki Kitagawa and Holly Dong. Megan gooot in trouble (; Cuhs she was being a rebel and ditching. Puahaha. Not really :) Today was interesting enough. The end, anyway. Haha. Today, we made rice krispies in Chem. Yumm♥ Such a huge chunk of margarine oil we used! But they turned out pretty good :) We needed more marshmallows and less rice krispies, but still. They were gooood. Guy fights are stupid. Not stupid, but is it necessary to have everyone talk about it afterwards? It's even worse than some girl dumping some guy. Worse as in, the gossip that circles around. It's really nan ting sometimes. Idk how to say that in english :) This isn't gonna work out. Crying over little fights every single night and crap like that :( No matter what happens, I just hope for the best, yeah? Hopefully, it'll be fine and settled quietly...

She said that she wanted to get high; he took her to the tallest hill in town. She said that she wanted to stay up all night & drink; he gave her a 12-pack of caffeinated Pepsi & said, "Drink up." She said that she wanted to shoot herself in the face; he gave her a water gun, put her finger on the trigger, aimed it at her face, & helped her pull the trigger. She said that she wanted to cut herself; he took a Polaroid of her, handed it to her along with scissors, & had her cut it up. She said that she wanted to see her blood; he took her to get her ears pierced. She said that she wanted to cry herself to sleep; he had her watch a sad, romantic movie before bed. She said that she wanted to be alone; he gave her a name tag that said, "My Name Is: Alone." She said that she wanted to have someone there to take care of her, always; he asked when he wasn't.

Although we adore men individually, we agree that as a group they are rather stupid.
-Mary Poppins

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Just my luck.

Whew. I just took a nap♥ Yay :) My brother came back today, and he brought my mom a cell phone, and me? Nada. :( How horrible. Mmmkay. So it went down today. I don't know what to say about it, and it's best if I don't say anything about it. I'll see how tomorrow goes? So yeah. I still have to make Jessica her friendship bracelet. Rofl. I totally forgot about that. Holly's watching her 90210 show as usual. I'm still kinda drowsy from the nap. I should start on my homework soon, since there's no copying tonight. I'll actually have to think. Today, for band, we had root beer floats and papa john's with sausage. So that was my dinnner. I'm kinda thirsty right now. I just saw the vids. It was pretty okay, I guess? I finished my chinese story thingy. :) Idk if I should start a new one. I kinda wanna :) I got water, and now I'm not thirsty anymore. Hooray :D Holly moved everything into my room today. I got new glasses! Not much to blog about these days, but that's a good sign (; I enjoyed stochiometry :) Well, it's not like I don't get this chapter. It's all pretty okay, but math made sense to me. Wow, Rebeccah and Jillian are right. I'm such a nerd D: Since we're on the topic of nerdyness anyway, I have to take SAT classes soon! ACI? or Elite? Probably ACI, Saturday mornings. Ugh, eff :( I'm gonna hate waking up in the morning. But whatevs :) I'll get over it because I'm asian like that. Goodbyeee loves :)

If he misses you, he'll call. If he wants you, he'll say it. And if he cares, he'll show it. If not, he can't be worth your time because you're obviously not worth his.

Eat that damn chocolate cake, get your hair wet, love someone, dance in those muddy puddles, tell someone off, draw a picture with crayons like you're still 6 years old and then give it to someone who is very important to you. Take a nap, go on vacation, do a cartwheel, make your own recipe, dance like no one sees you, paint each nail a different color, take a bubble bath, laugh at a corny joke. Get on that table and dance, pick strawberries, take a jog, plant a garden, make an ugly shirt and wear it all day, learn a new language, write a song, date someone you wouldn't usually go for, make a scrap book, go on a picnic, relax in the sun, make your own home video, kiss the un-kissed, hug the un-hugged, love the unloved, and live your life to the fullest. So when you're standing in front of heaven's gate that chosen day, you'll have no regrets, no sorrows, no disappointments.

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Pursue your dreams.

Yes, mam. I'm updating again. "hchsknights08" Ms. Alyssa Bernal, my new Youtube obsession. She's an amazing singer. Seriously, no joke. So my brother already got on his plaaane. His plane lands on 350PM tomorrow. Jiyoung won't believe that my last blog title was a song. I am saddened :( ROFLMAO. Saddened! Teehee. Holly's playing flute right now, and she's going pretty high. It's hurting my ears :( It's not that it sounds bad, just that the key's really high :) Jiyoung Han, I honestly love your blogspot song. Forever Ain't Enough♥ Today at break, Rebeccah and I were trying to figure out how the tune went. That song, along with Forever Yours and Shut Up by Simple Plan. Random, yes? But that's just the way we roll (; I had Alpha today. I don't think Arthur likes me. :( How retarded, but it's okay. I've got Rebeccah :) My Itunes is on, 24/7 now :) If the sun shuts down and decided not to shine no more, I would still have you, baby. Teehee. I still haven't finished my chinese story thingy I started like a month ago :\ How terrible! Holly oovoos with Hunter Li 24/7. It's pretty funny since Hunter doesn't have a webcam, and he usually doesn't have his mic hooked up. So he is replying on AIM, and Holly's just talking :) And she can't see his face, just that lame default oovoo display picture :D "No, you can't have a World War III with only one side fighting." JB♥ I need tomatos, sugar, and onions for my dishes! Anyone has any of them? I should start on my chem homework. Yay for stoichiometry. :) I think I'm weird, just cuhs everyone hates it and I like it. I hate quantum crap. Math makes sense for me, maybe I don't dislike math as much as I thought. Mhmm, so tomorrow, free pizza! Suzanne Park! root beer floats?

Do you have a bandaid? Cuhs I just scraped my knee falling for you.
Cute, huh ? :) Thanks, HollyDong.

"I love that feeling. You know, the one you get when you take a deep breath and suddenly everything feels like it's going to be okay. When you're hopeless as can be, and life is going nowhere, there's those moments we have every now and then where we just stop, and we get this feeling, that can't be described, but you just.. you just feel like everything really is going to be okay. Like the world stopped spinning for a second, and everything was clear. I need more of those moments."
-Sweetestsin_ox

Molar masses and FU conversions .

I'm glad you had fun. Best time ever since July `08 ? Congrats :)

My best friend is still in Taiwan. I miss him, but it's okay :) He'll be back in like a week? My brother is coming back in two days. Yay , I seriously have so much to tell him :D So, second semester of summer school just started today, and there's already so much more homework than the past three weeks. :\ Joshua Kuang comes back today! Someone's happy (; Wow, Brian just signed off on me without saying bye. How gay. Haha. Okay, I just convinced Gong to join Restaurant City. I feel proud of myself, and now, I'll get new ingredients :) I'm listening to the Lines, Vines, and Trying Times CD Holly got me. TurnRight. ♥ <---- That's supposed to be a heart, but since I can't do the less than three sign on Blogspot, cuhs it ends up erasing everything, ♥ will have to do. Mmm, I really don't have anything to really update about. I think guys are so immature. Whoa, thank gosh for autosave :) My internet just died, and without autosave, all of this would've been gone :( Haha. Gong's so lost about restaurant city. He gave me a strawberry. I DIDN'T WANT A FREAKING STRAWBERRY :( I have sucky luck today. "Neverending racetrack you call life." That's so true. Lol. Holly went to go shower, and I'll do the same after she's back. But it's only eight and kinda really early :) I'm drink boba right now, but it's sucky boba, the ones that come with your biandang? The ice melted, so it doesn't even taste like milk tea anymore. It's more like water :) Harry Potter and My Sister's Keeper with best friend soon ! He better hurry up, or else I'm watching it without him :(

Sorry guys, if I've been PMSing lately. I'll try to get better. I don't know what's wrong :\

Every girl wants a Prince Charming, and while he may be nice and all, I'm thinking that I'd rather have the guy that's gonna call at four in the morning just to say hi. Or someone who will stop by my house after just hanging up the phone because he wants to see how I'm really doing, because I said I was fine, but we both know I'm lying. Or the guy who'll stay home on a saturday night with me because I'm sick. That guy, that one guy, he may not be Prince Charming to anyone else, but he'd be my hero. My "knight in shining armor." Anyone who'd rather stay home on a Saturday night and hold my hair while I puke, that's a hero.

I fall so easy .

Crystal Dear . Somehow, you better find my blogspot. No, you better go update yours and put whatever you and Sarah were gonna put on it . I forgot :( It was something we came up with when we were on the trampoline? Anyway, today was fun. Thanks for inviting me (: The cousin thing was freaky. I came home and facebooked my cousin and asked him about it. He was like, oh yeah. Michelle's prom date was Curtis, and I'm like OMG. :D Brea Mall today! Thanks, Christopher. We ate Red Robins, went to PacSun, Forever21, AE, New York& Company, Zumeiz, H&M, and what else ? Idk. I forgot. Hahaha. Then, Chris's dad dropped me off at The Village, so I could get to Crystal's house. I walked there, and THEY WERE SUPPOSED TO MEET ME THERE HALFWAY. But being the lazy butts that they are, they walked super slow (: It's okay, I still love you guys. The phone thing. Crystal's itouch for music. Oh, I have to give you back your shirt. Right. Uhm, I still didn't get to each one of those hotdogs ! :( But it's okay. Like your mommy said, next year (; Your cousins are chill as hell. ROFL. CLASS OF 99 (; and " Was there a South Pointe when you guys ... ? " HAHA. yeeaah. I had tons of fun today. Congratulations on learning how to play Big 2 (; The tacos were great. I still don't know your cousins' names, except for Curtis. I hope you and Sarah are having fun right now! I learned tons of things today about you guys, and I'm sure your cousins did too about you (; And I love how they totally embarassed Curtis like crazy (: They're pretty awesome, and you're pretty lucky. Anyway anyway, thanks for inviting me. Let's hang out again soon ?

"I’ve learned that no matter what happens, or how bad it seems today, life does go on, and it will be better tomorrow. I’ve learned that you can tell a lot about a person by the way he/she handles these three things: a rainy day, lost luggage, and tangled Christmas tree lights. I’ve learned that regardless of your relationship with your parents, you’ll miss them when they’re gone from your life. I’ve learned that making a “living” is not the same thing as making a “life.” I’ve learned that life sometimes gives you a second chance. I’ve learned that you shouldn’t go through life with a catcher’s mitt on both hands; you need to be able to throw something back. I’ve learned that whenever I decide something with an open heart, I usually make the right decision. I’ve learned that even when I have pains, I don’t have to be one. I’ve learned that every day you should reach out and touch someone. People love a warm hug, or just a friendly pat on the back. I’ve learned that I still have a lot to learn. I’ve learned that people will forget what you said, people will forget what you did, but people will never forget how you made them feel."
— Maya Angelou